Broken and Gone ( A Newtmas Fanfic)

Chapter 18

Newt stared in shock and confusion at Thomas's words, the process was slow as he interpreted what he had told him.

I. Love. You.

The words didn't make sense. He wondered if he was going into shock or if he would wake up tomorrow and this would all be a dream or some sort of cruel joke. Newt's eyes raised to meet the other boys. His eyes showed only the truth, pure hard honesty, it was all true. Newt's hand slip from below him and he tumbled back onto the bed. As his head hit the bedspread something in his mind seemed to click.

"Tommy"

Thomas looked at him hopefully, his face a mix of fear and hope.

"Newt"

When he sat up Thomas was studying his face intently looking for any signs of lingering anger or sadness. Newt, however, his eyes had moved down just below his nose. Newt was mesmerized, he tried to look away, he wasn't exactly being subtle, but his mind was filled with Thomas and Thomas alone.

"Newt," Thomas said louder

The blond boy shook his head trying to clear his thoughts.

Tommy, I-I'm sorry I-I just thought... shuck. I love you too!!"

Thomas blinked then gave a sweet smile before leaning in more confident this time and when Newt realized what was going on, he blushed beet red,

"Let's try this again." the brunette said smiling.

Newt managed a nervous burst of laughter before his lips met Thomas's in a sweet kiss. Thomas's lips were soft and tasted of sweets and fall, Newt would be fine staying like this forever but sadly air was needed in both their lungs. When they broke apart Newt felt giddy with happiness and love, barely noticing the heavy breathing from both of them. He felt he was flying in the sky, his mind made of a soft breeze, beautiful and warm but still confused and addled.

"I... I don't-" Newt stammered

"Hey," Thomas said just loud enough to silence him but not quite yelling "It's fine, we're fine and right now that is all that's important to me"

Newt almost cried relief washing over him like a fresh stream over a waterfall. He didn't know how long he had waited for this moment and though it wasn't exactly how he had pictured it but with Thomas sitting next to him, his warm hands cupping his nothing could make him happier. Except maybe...

"Tommy?" Newt asked gently,

Thomas gave him a soft mmhm in response, his thumb making small circles on the back of Newt's hand.

"Do you think we should tell the others or..."

"Whatever you want Newtie," He said in response "Besides as long as you're ok with it I would love to tell everyone about my amazing boyfriend."

Newt stared at him, the words echoing through his head.

Boyfriend, Tommy's boyfriend

How much he had wanted to hear those words and now that they were said he wanted to frame it in his mind, he made a note to himself to write this down in his journal later and now record every word that came out of his mouth. When he spoke again his words were soft and quiet as a lullaby.

"You want me to be your boyfriend?"

Thomas blushed "of course I want you to be my boyfriend, boyfriend is a word for someone whom you will love eternally who will take your heart as you take there's and love and cherish with all your heart until your final breath and you Newtie have taken my heart and it will forever be yours to keep." 

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Author Note: Hi

Sorry, this chapter was ridiculously short but as this book is coming to a close I start to suck at writing I'm really hoping that I can write at least one more long chapter before finishing this fanfic.  

What did you think of this tiny chapter on a scale from one to ten ( one being the worst thing you ever read and ten being really unbelievably great) please be honest I like constructive criticism

Question: What character do you want to see more of either at the end of this fic or the next one I'm writing?

Have a great day/ night!!!

Bye!!!!