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I feel Jesse walk past me, and I hope that he didn't see me.
I quickly rush out.
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4:35pm
Finally home.
I bet Jesse saw me.
Next day
2:10am
I relax at home because I finished my shift for the day.
Then I hear a knock at my door. Might be Zach, but does he know where I live?
I get up and walk over to the door. I open the door without a thought.
"Hey Kac, I wanted to talk for a bit, again.." Jesse says.
I wonder why I'm not surprised it's him.
I invite him in and we sit in the couch.
"okay, tell me what's up." I say calmly.
i never took the time to see how nice Jesse looked in his black leather jacket.
"Was that you with Zach yesterday?" He says straight to the point.
"Oh..? Zach? Yesterday?" I'm a horrible liar.
"Yeah, that coffee shop place? ya know. you work there." He responds.
"Ooh.. yeah. I was just talking with Zach. Just friends hanging out.." I say trying to hide my stupid excuse.
"Listen, I know what you are doing. you have never talked to Zach before or even hung out with him? And now all of a sudden me and you are over, you start to "hang out with him" come on. Kacia, I'm with Raina now, I can't leave Her. Did Zach tell u anything?" He says.
"Okay, it's not to make you jealous.. Just wanted to get over you.. and he didn't say anything..." My words trail off, making it seem like I'm lying.
"I know when you lie. What did he say?" He asks again getting sad.
"nothing I swear." I say noticing his emotion.
"Forget it.." He says glumly.
He walks towards the door.
the mood gets suddenly sad.
"You say that you love me but you act like you don't. You used to ignore me laugh at all of my jokes. Don't take this the wrong way. You put me in harms way... what does that mean.?" I say in desperation.
All I see is Jesse completely dumbfounded and trying to understand what I just said.
"Zach fucking told you!" He says in a loud voice.
"I mean he told me that but I have no clue what the fuck it means. All he said was that it might be an upcoming song?" I say confused.
Jesse comes back and sits with my on the couch
"Okay okay, the lyric IS going to be apart of a new song and you probably guessed it, it's going to be about Raina..." He says staring at the ground.
"Are you guys alright..?" I ask.
"it's time I should tell you.. this might be surprising but the reason I'm staying with her is because... i got her pregnant." He pauses, letting me take it all in.
"Wha-"
"Wait wait wait. Let me explain first.. yes what I said about having a family with her was a lie. When I broke up with her, I saw what it did to her and that poor child, but I didn't love her, I never did. And it was tearing me apart by staying with her, when I really loved you. Okay, now, back to the start.. we were young and dumb, 20 year olds having fun.. getting drunk, Partying. of course the child wasn't planned what so ever, we were drunk. It was a blurry fucking night." He finishes.
"oh my fucking shit. you got her pregnant.. she had this child for 3 years?! The kids fucking 3 years old!! Are you kidding me? What the fuck.." I say in shock.
Why would he hide this from me?
"2 1/2 years being with her I realized that it wasn't working, then I found you.. That's when it all changed." He says.
"Jesse..." I'm in shock, I don't know what to say.
"I'm finally breaking up with her because she said she moved along as well. We can now be the couple we always wanted." He smiles.
"what? Jesse chill the fuck out, I don't even know if I want to be with you anymore. You can't just do that. You lied to me again and cheated on me. Why the fuck should I be with you?" I say.
he pauses, his smile fades away.
"because.. I thought. that you loved me?" He says.
"love is a strong word baby..." I say.
I can't believe I've been moping around crying about this douche...
"please." He says.
"Jesse why do you NOW show that you care? what about before? why now?" I complain.
He gets up and paces around with his hands on his head.
"BECAUSE ZACH SAID HE LIKED YOU. HE SAID HE LIKED YOU.. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE ME AND YOU. WHAT WE PLANNED. PLEASE DONT BE WITH ZACH, YOU BELONG TO ME. ALWAYS. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IM SORRY FOR LYING, CHEATING, IGNORING AND JUST BEING A COMPLETE DICK. OKAY? IM SORRY.." he says holding back crying.
suddenly I'm hit with heartache and emotion. somehow I feel his pain.
"im so sorry Jesse.." I hug him.
He hold me in his arms and kisses my forehead.
"I love you." Jesse says.
"I love you too." I respond.
but love doesn't last forever...
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BAM! this is the end of this story woo!
I'm finally back lool. by the way, I may or may not make a sequel to this. But this is the last chapter of this story (: if I do make a sequel it will be in someone else's p.o.v, like maybe Raina's or zach's. I'm not sure yet. If you have ideas please please comment them(:
and thank you guys so so so so much for all of the votes, reads, comments, follows, etc. you guys are so amazing (1.98k reads like what!?!)
anyways thanks for sticking with this story. <3
See ya soon(; -Jenn
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Complicated - A Jesse Rutherford Fanfic
Fanfictionjesse becomes the fall of a fans life by falling for her
