Here, i sit in the middle in my twin bed with only emptiness inside my body, my entire body feels hollow. The only thing i can rely on is myself, and what myself has to bring isn't anything great. I want to cry but the feeling just makes me depressed not needing to cry. Using a pillow is one way to trick yourself that you aren't lonely but it only works for a few days. Eventually you will just feel like a loner with no friends and just sit there thinking about all if your imperfections. Your head is filled with bad thoughts and anxiety saying "do they really like me? or are they just saying that to make me feel better" or "nobody likes me that is why my crush likes somebody else" you feel sorry for yourself and it is something that you cannot control. It is the fact that most of the time YOU are the one coming up with these thoughts, nobody actually thinks them. YOU are the one letting yourself down, YOU are just trying to find excuses, excuses, excuses. But there can always be that small spark of hope in your heart that will make you think that you are good enough, beautiful, and likable. So just believe in that spark of hope.
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No FicciónThis is basically some things that i feel whenever i am just laying in my bed not being able to sleep. So, if you can relate feel free to comment :). This is a safe place for everybody!! Also, please give me any suggestions on my writing pls!
