Eclipse // SaTzu - Ongoing

Chapter 16

Sana's POV:

2 in the morning, and I couldn't sleep. I just can't. The reaction of Tzuyu last night is still hunting me, when I said "you can’t fall inlove with me,"

Of course she can't, because she's already inlove with someone else! And it's kinda frustrating for me, and kinda I regret what I have said last night.

After hearing it from me, I could see how her shoulder sunk, and the disappointment in her eyes was there. More like speaking more than words. I just don't know why. And after that she didn't speak that much.

I decided to go to the balcony by the rooms hallway.

"I shouldn't have said that!" I said frustratingly, and burried my face on my palms, and sighed in strain.

"Penny of your thoughts?"

"Jesus Christ! Mark Minatozaki, you startled me!" I almost jumped when I heard Mark's voice behind me.

He chuckled, and walk close to me. And set himself beside me, and held the railings.

"You gotta be thinking too much. Aren't you?" He asked, I could see to my peripheral view that he's looking at the sky too.

"Yeah"

"How was the date?" He asked.

"It was good."

"Really? Your sigh says it wasn't" He chuckled "—I'm your brother, Sana. You know you can share everything with me."

I bit my lower lip to hold back my tears, but it deceived me when I looked at the man beside me, and giving me a sincere smile. I don't want to come out like this in front of other people, saying such things about the person I love.

"S-she's inlove with s-someone already" I harshly wiped my tears, but my eyes couldn't stop realising another.

"Tell me exactly what happened."

I faced the astonishing view again. Took a deep breath, and close my eyes for a mere second before expounding my self again..

"I... I was the one who asked if sh-she's inlove. And she said yes.."

"And?"

"And I asked her if who that person is.. and she said, what if it is me?"

He quickly looked at me, but I didn't bother to look back.

"What did you say?"

"I said, she can't fall inlove with me.. Because she doesn't know me," I felt my tears was about to slip again, so I blink as fast as I could to stop it from falling "—and... and it hurts because the person she love isn't me."

"But what if it's you?" He asked, and I hastily looked at him with a puzzled look.

I sighed.

"You know, she can't Oppa. What if she turn me down once she found out?"

"You know what? You should stop those what if's. Stop turning down the people who wants to enter you life.. Especially Tzuyu, I couldn't even see that she's like the rest, Sana. Tzuyu is different"