Eclipse // SaTzu - Ongoing

Chapter 34

Sana's POV:

Have you ever sit on a single corner of a room thinking about the most beautiful scenery that ever happened in your life?—Mine happened a month ago, when I entered the Chou's Diner for the very first time, when someone caught my eye all of a sudden. She was busy clicking onto something.. Once our eyes met, she smiled, she smiled sweetly at me. And I surely knew, on that very moment I've already shooting my shoot.

Have you ever sit on a single corner of a room thinking what a perfect life would be?—Mine's being with someone who has an almond-shaped eyes, heart-shaped painted red lips, small pointed nose, deep dimples, and a heart beat.

And have you ever sit on a single corner of a room thinking about what you really need, and want in life?—Most of us could have that as long as we're working on it. But my mind si clouded, for a motion of every atom around me, I knew that Chou Tzuyu is all I ever wanted, in every blink of an eye I am so sure that she's all I needed and wanted this whole time.

I want to stay with her as long as I could. I want to keep her safe with me. I want to wake up with her everyday. I want to see those shining eyes everytime she smile. I want all of her for the rest of my life.

I can't. I know, I can't.

What is the reason exactly?

"Ms. Minatozaki, are you there?" Ms. Yamato said from the other line.

"Y-yeah, I'm still here."

"Mrs. Minatozaki's anorexia is at it's peak again. She's not eating anything in 36 hours straight."

"C-can you offer her her favourite cerial? I j-just talked to her in this morning she said she wants cerial." I said, as I dramatically massage the tip of my nose.

"I already offered her that, Ms. Minatozaki. But she said, she will wait for Mr. Minatozaki to arrive before she eat."

I sighed, "B-but Dad's flight is 4 hours from now."

"Don't worry Ms. Minatozaki, I and Ms. Jung will take care of her."

"Thank you Ms. Yamato. For everything." I smiled faintly.

"She said, she misses you guys. Take care Ms. Minatozaki."

I dropped the call, then burried my face on my palm. My eyes starts to water when the face of Tzuyu appeared on my mind.

How can I live life without that beautiful person beside me?

How can I hold on to my uncertainty without her eyes that could hold the entire universe?

My tears betrayed me when I suddenly remembered the conversation that I and my Father had this morning.

;

"You're Mother misses you so much." He said whilst drinking the black coffee I made for him.

"Y-yes, Dad. I already talk to her, she mentioned that hundred times." I tried to calm down in front of him, but my breathing couldn't let me.

I looked up to him, and once our eyes met, he soften her gaze, and tap my left shoulder.

"You're really into her." He said.

"H-how did you know?" I asked, confused.

He chuckled. "It's satisfying everytime I see you with her. And the way you looked at her, I could honestly say that you're very inlove with her."