Chapter 5: The First Dinner

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!TW: Cussing, ED, Mental breakdown!

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Y/n's POV:

"Y/n... are you ok?"

I turn around to see a concerned Tommy. "What do you mean Tom. I'm fine." I say trying to cover up my overwhelming thoughts. He looks at me with a pitiful smile.

"Your getting pretty pale... just had to check up on you."

"I'm fine." I whisper. I had thought Tommy went inside with Mumza but I guess not.

"Ok, well I was just worried."

"Thanks I guess." It was pretty shocking to see Tommy being so concerned and quiet.

He came over and sat down with me. "Can you read to me? It's fine if not but nobody ever does anymore." he continues, "Techno used to all the time but now he says I'm 'to old' and that I can 'read to myself.'"

"Sure I mean why not." I say feeling bad for the kid. "It's called The Dare, I haven't started it yet so you are in luck." I say explaining a bit about the story. He nods and I begin to read.

We are about five minutes in and he lays his head on my shoulder. I jump a bit but absorb into the touch still kind of in shock. I continue reading.

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Time skip thirty minutes

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"Tom, Y/n! Dinner is ready!" Wil yells from the back door. "Shittttt" I think. Tommy see's the fear in my eyes and looks at me confused. I shake it off and start walking towards the dining hall.

As we enter the hall I see Boo teleport into the room. I run up and hug him. He could tell I was shaking and he whispered in my ear.

"Four bites ok?" he says with concern.

"Mkay I'll try my best." I whisper back with a shaky voice.

We all sit down at the table, and one of the houses workers brings in the food. It is mashed potatoes, turkey, corn, and green beans. It looks great, but my stomach does not agree with that statement. I put a little bit of potatoes and green beans on my plate and try to take a bite of the potatoes.

My stomach starts turning and I grab the milk that is in front of me and chug it. I take one more bite and do that same thing. I then just sit there quietly.

"Not hungry Y/n?" Phil asks

I just shake my head and my gaze goes straight to Ranboo.

"Please try to eat a bit more Y/n. You're going to get hungry tonight." Techno says. Again I am shocked at the concerned in such a monotoned voice and person.

"Fine." I say shoving more potatoes into my mouth. Instantly I feel the sick come up to my esophagus and sprint to the bathroom hearing Philza and Ranboo call after me. I slammed and lock the door and began to throw up immediately and my eyes begin to water.

Ranboo's POV:
Y/n shoves potatoes into her mouth. 'oh god this is not going to end well' I think. They instantly get up and run to the bathroom "Y/N!" Phil and I both yell as everyone runs after them. We get to the bathroom and it is locked. I think quickly and decide to teleport to the other side of the door and unlock it. Soon after, I run over and pull back Y/n's hair and rub their back. They sit back up and look at me with tears in their eyes sitting in my lap just hugging me.

3rd person POV:

Tommy and Tubbo stand by the sink crying being hugged by Wil. Mumza, Dadza, and Techno stand at the door very concerned.

"Y/n. Is this normal for you?" Dadza asked with a shake in his voice. Techno glares at him.

"They have a hard time eating most of the time. It has been getting better but it is definitely not all the way there." Ranboo answers for you knowing it is a sensitive topic.

"Techno had an eating disorder when we first adopted him and Will." Mumza starts. "It took a few months but we helped and he is better now, maybe we could do the same for you."

"I am fine. I don't want you to go through the trouble. I'm sorry..." Y/n finally speaks up.

Tommy sniffles, "Please y/n. Just try?"

"Hun you don't need to apologize. Like I said, you are part of the family now. We will do what it takes to make it better." Dadza says. "Now everyone go get ready for bed."

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Y/n's POV:

I am now in my room putting on my pajamas. I go to the closet and pull out a pair of silk ones that Julia made for me today. She really was talented. I go into the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth, then walk into my room. I sit on the bed and grab the stuffed bear I have had sense I could remember. Then there is a knock on the door.

"Come in." I say lightly

"Hey y/n." It was Techno and Boo. They come sit on my bed and start talking.

"I think it is a good idea to take the help they are offering N/n. I know we just met them, but it is a good gesture." Ranboo rambles.

"I agree. When they got help for me, it took a while but it helped a lot y/n. At least give it a thought."

"Ok fine, but I'm not making any promises. " I say stubbornly

"Ok well, sleep good. We will see you tomorrow." Techno says

"Goodnight N/n. Love you." Boo leans over and hugs me.

"Night Boo. Love you too." I respond.

I then lay there just looking at the sealing not able to sleep because of the racing thoughts. Then there is one more knock on the door.

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