Chapter 7: Agoraphobia

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!TW: Cussing, Panic attacks, Blood!

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Y/n's POV:

I am now upstairs and laying on the bed in the room I'm struggling to call my own. With a deep, long sigh I sit up. Then there was a knock on the door.

I walk over and open the door, not wanting to yell right now. I look up and see Ranboo.

"Hey boo... what's up?" I ask in almost a whisper.

"He N/n. I just feel like we haven't really got to spend time together sense we have gotten here, so I was wondering if I could hang out in here while you get ready?" He rambles. He does that a lot but something was off.

"Yah of course. Are you ok... you seem off."

"I'm fine. Just not used to everything yet. You seem to be getting comfortable though."

"I'm really not. If I'm going to be honest there is so much happening and so many new people, it's messing with my head." I explain in a plain voice.

"Yah me too. I really like them all though. I just feel like Techno and Tommy are taking you away from me though."

"Boooo... IM SO SORRY I HAD NO CLUE IM SO SORRY-" I get cut off by a hug.

"It is fine Y/n just... can we try to hang out more please. It's really messing with me, and I know it has only been a day but I really miss my sibling."

"Yah of course. I feel really bad now."

"Like I said. It is 100% fine. Anyway you should get ready. Can I play some music?"

"Oh yah... forgot about that. Yah go ahead, my speaker in on the balcony I think." I say walking into the bathroom.

Time skip like 30 minutes

I have been standing in the huge closet for like 10 minutes now just staring at the clothes having no clue what to wear.

"N/n... You ok?" Boo asks turning down the music for a second.

"Yah I'm fine ... OH." After what felt like eternity, I found an outfit that would work for the shopping trip that I am praying won't last to long. It was a pair of sage green mom jeans, an over sized long sleeve, and some black high tops.

I walk out of the closet and see Boo laying on my bed listening to Homage by Mild High Club.... now I know something is up. This is his comfort song.

"Hey I'm ready. You sure you're ok?"

"Ok cool. You look good. and Yah I'm fine I swear."

I just sigh and pull him out of bed and drag him down stairs and see Dadza.

"Ok go to the limo, Kristen and I will meet everyone there." We nod and head out the front yard. When we get there we see Tubbo hop into the limo, followed by Tech, and then Wil shoving Tommy in. I smirk to myself and get into the car. I sit in-between Boo and Wil.

After about three minutes Phil and Mumza came out followed by a man who I am assuming will be driving.

"You guys ready to go?" Mumza asked and we all say yah. The limo starts moving and I lay my head on Boo's shoulder and take a nap.

Time skip again cuz yah

"Y/n....Y/n. WAKE TF UP!" I jump opening my eyes to Tommy screaming at me.

"Tommy you are awesome and everything but will you kindly SHUT THE FUCK UP." I say not really awake. This sends everyone into fits of laughter, except Techno, he just smirked.

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