~Forever Home~

Chapter 12: Falling

!TW: Attempted suicide, Cussing, Blood!

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Bad's POV:

It has been about a week since the "incident" at the orphanage. That night when the kids made it back to the Minecraft's home, they told us about everything. Y/n was a mess. Poor thing wouldn't speak. Can you blame them though? Imagine the pain of losing your day 1 and other half right before your eyes.

Something that everyone realized right when they got back was a new kid. He was somewhat tall with dark hair, green eyes, and a septum piercing. After intros we found out that his name is Billzo or Bill for short. We also came to find out that he has been in the system for almost the same amount of time as Y/n and Ranboo were.

After some convincing by Kristen, Puffy, and I, Skeppy finally agreed to adopting him. Sap was very excited to finally have an actual sibling.

This happiness didn't cover all of the devastation and loss though. Y/n hasn't left their room since that night, and Bill refuses to leave the house in fear for Y/n. This is understandable but we still need to get him home. As a family, we made the decision that today would be the day he would come home.

"Bill, Sap, go say your goodbye's please!" I yell from the kitchen I was standing in with all of the adults. An "mkay..." is all I get back.

Bill's POV:

Sapnap and I run upstairs to say goodbye to everyone. We have been getting along pretty well surprisingly, so I'm happy that there is going to be somewhere to call home where I get along with everyone. Not to mention, I won't be to far away from Y/n. I just wish Ranboo were here to see this.

I say goodbye to everyone, now to go to y/n's room...

I knock on their door.

"comin." They respond almost In a whisper.

"Hey y/n."

"Oh. Hey Bill."

"Um so I have to leave now... Just know, you can call me or text me and I will be there to talk."

They nod.

"I'm so proud of you Y/n. I know Boo is too. Where ever he is now, he is so proud of you. Just remember that please."

We are both crying now as I hold them.

"Thank you so much for staying here with me for this long Bill. Thank you so much for everything."

I couldn't bring myself to respond; so all I did was hug them tighter.

As I walk out of the room, I give them a slight smile and close the door behind me.

Y/n's Pov:

I lay back in my bed and put my ear buds back in. Its already been a week and I still cannot believe that my brother is gone.

It's dark out now and Puffy and her kids are over again so everyone is occupied with different things leaving me to my mind and music.

I hum along quietly to the beat of 505 by Arctic Monkeys trying to find the meaning behind each and every word.

Music has always been an escape for me. Wether it be physically or mentally, it always helped.

The song is over now, so I decide to get up.

I go to the bath room and see my blade sitting in the shower.

I walk over an grab it, wincing as I make 7 deep cuts into my forearms.

At this point, the pain isn't even there, and the only thing I notice about my tears is the steam they let off.

I stand there looking at myself in the mirror as the blood rushes out of my body.