Memories

Pt.7 I want you...

I can believe want just happened. When I got back home it was about nine-thirty.

"You look happy." My mother said as I slid my shoes off.

"I am." I started trying to run upstairs.

"Wait, let's talk about it." She said while patting a spot on the couch.

Fuck

"Okay." I tried to stay calm and make everything I was about to say sound natural.

"So what'd you do?" She asked and sounded genuinely interested on what I had to say.

"Well I hang out with Mikasa and Armin. And for the first time I beat Armin in a match of chess." I lied so easily.

It was a good thing I could think of that so fast because it was true. I've never beaten Armin in a game so of course she would believe that was why I was so happy, right?

"Oh well that's great honey. How about when you get home you make them so cookies to bring to them. You seem to be hanging out of the house a lot lately."

"You're so right, I will definitely do that. Can you get all the stuff for it though? I don't thing we have everything." I said looking at her and going into the kitchen.

"Yeah, just make me a list. I'll buy it when I get off because I get off early."

I made the list and gave it to her. I then went to take a shower. I guess if I was going to Mikasa's tomorrow the only time I'd see Eren was in school. Oh well. Or maybe I could invite him over. I'd have to talk to Mikasa about it or Armin if I end up going to his instead.

I laid down in bed and played my favorite playlist. It was a mix of songs related to "why'd you only call me when you're high?" I turned on my LED lights to the perfect shade of a darkened purple and then closed my eyes. I didn't go to sleep, I just listened.

Before I knew it, my playlist was halfway through and it was ten-forty-one. I shut off the music and pulled out my headphones. I turned off my LED lights. I rolled over to my side and got comfortable. I wonder how tomorrow is going to be like after what happened earlier.

In y/n's dream

I remember a party. There was a lot of people there. It looked like it was for a birthday. People were around me, in a big room. I had a plastic red cup in my hand. I was dancing. I couldn't tell who was there, everything was so blurry.

End of y/n's dream

I woke up in cold sweat. Whatever I just had wasn't just a dream, but a memory. I went to a party? That seems unlikely. I rolled over to my other side trying to go back to sleep. I didn't have time for this right now.

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Just as I finished breakfast I heard a knock on the door. That's odd, Mikasa doesn't usually come until seven-forty five.

"Mikasa you're here ea-Eren?" I asked while looking up at him.

"Hey." He put up his hand a little.

I saw that it was shaking. His hand I mean.

"Do you want to come in? It's cold out there." Me saying that reminded me of yesterday evening.

"I would never say 'no' to that." He said stepping in.

He just sat on the couch while I finished getting ready. I texted Mikasa that she wouldn't have to drive me to school because Eren was here.

When I was done I went back downstairs, Eren was on his phone. When he saw me he turned it off and placed it to his side. I sat next to him making sure I faced him.