Getting clean (The new me)

Day 9

I woke up and it was my day off from work. I didn't notice much of the opiate withdrawals at all and got through till about 10am before It started to bother me. I think I may have had too much caffeine aswell. The reason being my anxiety levels were high and I was very shaky and unable to draw a straight line. I made it to about 1pm before I bought a bottle of Rikodeine. Had a mouthful and it got me through the rest of the day. I measured out 50ml at 8:30pm and drank that. It is now 11:09pm and I'm feeling pretty good. Hopefully I get a few hours sleep and then hang out for a little bit.

My next goal will have to be measuring my dose of Rikodeine and having the smallest amount possible. And maybe trying to push it back later and later in the day. Until eventually I'm just having a sip before bed. After that it will only be a few days and I will get completely off of it.

My mental state is really good and my brain chemicals must be repairing from the meth use. I'm finding pleasure in normal activities again and feeling happy with life most of the time.