I woke up with bad withdrawals. I had an awful sleep. My girlfriend and I, kept tossing and turning all night and waking up what felt like every ten minutes to yell at each other.
As soon as I woke up for work I ate 5 codeine tablets which worked out to be 150mg of codeine. It stopped the withdrawals but wasn't enough to get me any euphoria. I'm starting to think I've possibly over shot my dose with the Rikodeine and now have a habit on that.
I was extremely agitated at work and bought more Rikodeine around lunch time and had a mouthful. When I got home I measured out my doses and only had 25ml at a time but still I think it is too much. It is making me sick thinking that I am using the Rikodeine almost like a replacement therapy now. I'm going to need a regime if I ever plan to get off of this stuff.
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