Life of Lust

First Time

          I unzipped and zipped my heels nervously as I stared out the passenger window. The trees flew by as we drove on the freeway. My parents would kill me if they found out this was going to be more than a date with Johnson. I bit my lower lip, glancing at the young man driving the car.
             "Are you nervous?" His green eyes shifted to me briefly before looking back at the road. "It's okay, Jade, I'll be gentle with you." 
        That's not what I wanted to hear. "I don't want you to be gentle," I told him quietly, my voice not wanting to work. "I already told you, I've masturbated plenty of times and I wasn't exactly gentle."
         Johnson's brows raised before furrowing. "You're pretty open with that," He commented lowly. 
             "Everybody does it," I shrugged, trying to be casual and stop my own nerves from making me back down.
          He chuckled at this. "Yes, that is true. God, I can't wait to make you moan my name. It'll sound so good coming for that pretty little mouth of yours."
          My heart flipped. I loved talk like this. It made warmth pool between my legs and I squirmed, blushing. "Talk dirty to me all night," I whined seductively. 
          He let one hand slide up my thigh teasingly. "Oh trust me baby, I will." The tingles and chills already started. I felt the blush on my face deepen and thanked the Lord that it was too dark for Johnson to see.
          He rubbed on my thigh, inching closer and closer to my pussy, which was already growing wet from his teasing touch and the many, many thoughts that filled my mind. I had wanted to have sex for a few weeks now and me and Johnson had been dating for nearly a year. I was a Junior and he had just graduated High School, but my parents knew him long enough they allowed us to continue going out. He wasn't a virgin, I knew that much. I was. I chewed on my bottom lip again, squirming to get comfortable again.
             "Jade," He said gently. "We don't have to do this yet if you're not ready."
             "I am ready," I insisted, trying my best to ignore the butterflies in my stomach. Shit, I forgot to call my mom! I pulled out my phone as it started ringing and answered, "Hey mom."
             "Are you coming home?" She asked.
             "Oh, no, Johnson is going to drop me off at Tony's," I told her, glancing at Johnson who smirked.
             "Oh, okay! Just stay safe. Also, your father is going out of town again," She informed me.
          My heart leapt and I fought a smile. "Alright. See you tomorrow, mom."
          She said a quick "goodbye" and hung up.
          Johnson took an exit and I re-positioned my tight black dress, ruffling my hair a bit. I knew he liked my hair slightly messy and hanging over my shoulders in waves.  I glanced at him and saw a small smile take hold of his lips. My heart was pounding as we neared his house, driving up the street by parked cars and lampposts. I took a deep breath and looked at him as he pulled into his driveway. He shut off the engine and got out, walking around to my side and opening the door to let me out. I smiled, giggling at his Prince Charming act. He led me to his front door and pulled out his house key, unlocking the door and opening it to let me in. 
            "My room is up the stairs, first room on your left," He told me softly, his hands on my arms as he stepped in behind me. "I'll join you in a second, I'm turning down the AC."
        I nodded and, in silence, walked up the stairs before turning left to a cracked door. My heart raced faster and my breath caught in my throat for a moment. Was I really going through with this? I'm 16! I shook my head, forced myself to breathe and step into the dark room, my hand feeling the wall for the light switch. I flipped the light on and stared at a plain yet beautiful room. It had pale blue walls and pure white frames with a nice soft shade of gray for the carpeting. The window was large and taller than me by a good few inches. I turned to a light knocking on the door and saw Johnson standing there with a sweet smile on his face. He was devilishly handsome and that smile made him even more so.  
           "Lets have some fun, Jade," He murmured, walking to me and pulling me to him, his hands sliding from my waist to my ass slowly. 
           "I'm ready for you," I whispered, biting back the moan as he pressed against me, squeezing my ass. I felt the bulge in his jeans and knew he was already hard. 
         My body tingled from his touch and I leaned to him, our lips meeting. The kiss was gentle at first as he guided me to his bed, turning and setting me on his lap. I squirmed against his erection, pressing my tongue to his lip for entry. He granted it and rubbed his tongue on mine, making me moan softly as I started to involuntarily rock my hips on him. He groaned in confirmation I was doing it correctly, his hands on my hips, rubbing up and down my thighs and ass. I rocked harder, his erection rubbing on my clit through our clothes. I wanted---no--- I needed him to fuck me. Johnson shifted, his hips pressing up into me with each movement as he began taking off his clothes. Then he began trailing his kisses down my jaw, then my neck and collarbone, careful not to leave hickeys. I tilted my head back for him as he kissed above my breasts. His mouth moved to mine once more and I kissed him back passionately. 
           "Take your dress off, damnit," He whispered against my lips.
        I felt his hands slide up my back, unzipping my dress and then unclipping my bra. I slipped from my dress easily and tossed my bra to the floor, my panties following soon after. The man now had me butt-naked in his lap with his now bare dick between my legs. I swallowed at his size. Could I take it? 
           "I bet you can take all 8 inches," He muttered in my ear. "Let's try it, baby. Go ahead and let out the moans, it's okay."
       He flipped us so that he was on top of me now, the tip of his penis pressing on my clit. I felt his pre-cum and squirmed slightly, wondering how it felt to be squirted inside of. He moved his hips, rubbing on me up and down. The rubbing on my clit stimulated me enough for warmth to spill between my legs. I moaned softly at his touch. The tingling sensation grew stronger and I looked at him, desire consuming my body. He nodded and pressed the tip at my entrance, pushing it in slowly. My core clenched and I moaned at his size. My back started to arch as he set a steady pace, in and out. My body tingled with warmth and his hands caressed my body, feeling my curves and groping my breasts as well as my thighs and ass. While there was a little bit of pain, the pleasure over-rode it and I barely felt my hymen break. Johnson ran one hand up my right arm and interlaced our fingers as he began to pound into me faster. Another moan escaped me and I let myself grind into him as he pumped in and out.  
             "Come on, baby, say my name," He panted, groaning slightly. "Fuck, you're so damn tight."
        His thrusts grew harder and faster, making my moans involuntarily louder. "Johnson!" I gasped, feeling a warm burst within me. Had I released, or had he? Confusion made my head spin but the ecstasy of it all made it worse. 
       He kissed me gently, pulling out slowly.  "You should go get cleaned up now, Jade," He whispered, brushing my hair behind my ear.
       I nodded with a  small whimper, now realizing my legs were shaking violently. He helped me up and kissed my neck lightly, murmuring praises in my ear and reassuring me the weakness would only last for a little while. He helped me to his bathroom and left me to shower. As I tilted my head back to rinse the shampoo out, I had a pang of guilt. My parents will kill me if they find out... The guilt was more towards me not saving myself for marriage, however, it felt great. Johnson hadn't been as rough as I'd have liked, but it was probably for the best he didn't make it too obvious I'd lost my virginity. I washed my body easily before running my fingers inside myself to clean out any extra cum. I bit back a moan. I was extremely sensitive now and the smallest touch would set me off. I kept quiet, cleaning myself as best I could before getting out and drying off. I slipped on a t-shirt he'd left me and put on my panties before stepping out. I was greeted by Johnson, his hair slightly wet from a shower he took in another bathroom. I walked over to his bed and laid beside him, enjoying the feeling of his arms around me. I liked the way he felt. 
         "You're beautiful, Jade," He told me softly. "Absolutely beautiful."
     I smiled and kissed him gently, loving the small chills left by his fingers brushing up and down my back. I snuggled closer to him and closed my eyes, his warmth lulling me to sleep. I dully felt him kiss my forehead.