Part 3
Depression
There's all kinds of depression
But depression is depression
No matter what battle it is
No matter how happy I may be
Its a fake
I out on a smile just so I don't get asked
What wrong ?
Are you ok ?
But deep down inside
I'm crying
I hide my flaws
Depression sinks deeper within me
Its hard to explain
All I know is my mind
Runs and runs
And I can't explain it
Its hard
Feeling so lonely and empty
But all the thoughts voices
Make it even lonelier
I shut down
I don't talk to anyone
I don't leave my house
Hard to work
I'm ready to surrender
I hate this depression
I wanna end it
Cry
I just wish I knew why how
Then I can stop the pain
11.7.21 Cjscb
