Kidnapped

Losing Hope

Sasha POV: I looked at the calendar and saw that i only had 3 more days left before Christmas Day and Pam still hasn't even tried looking for me. And it's been about at least two days since i was last tortured. I heard my stomach growling again as i tried to get some sleep before this stupid collar goes off again i think it goes off like every 15 minutes but i haven't been sleeping at all since, I've been down here alone. I just sat up in this cage just listening for something or someone to kill me already I looked at the little calendar that i have and there's only 3 days left for me alive anyway. "Pam... where are you." I said as i started crying again because i just miss her voice, her scent of her hair, her eyes, but most of all i miss the hugs that she would give me because they made me feel safe and... loved something i never got from my mother growing up even now. 
I must have fallen asleep because i jumped at the sound of the door opening and closing. "Mercedes it's me roger alright don't be afraid alright." I heard roger say before i heard my cage door open to see him with a bottle of rubbing alcohol and some cotton balls and a rag in a basket. He opened up the bar doors and gently removed the collar that was around my neck with a key. "Come on let's see how your scars are doing sweetie." He said as he held out his hand and i took it but i was afraid of what's going to happen "R-Roger can you please make it quick." I asked him as he was helping me up to stand while i was trying to regain my balance. "I'll try Mercedes i know you're in a lot of pain and hungry." He said as we both were walking to the treatment room. He helped me to sit on the examination table then shut the door locking it behind us and placed a couple of bricks to make sure no one comes in. 

He began by helping me stand up and we both walked on a scale where he weighs me. Everyday i feel like it's my last day here because i've been starving ever since me and pamela were seperated I looked down and saw i weigh about 35 KG and i just started crying. "Sweetie are you feeling okay?" Roger asked me concernly and i just shook my head "Here sit and rest before i start to check you okay." He said as he gently helped me sit on a chair that was right next to the table "Mercedes i need to talk to you okay it's very important." He said to me so i looked up at him "I can see your losing weight the last i checked on you. You weighed about 87 KG and now you dropped to 35 KG. I know you haven't had food for almost a month but i'm sneaking in some food for you but i just need a little more time okay." He finished saying but all i could think about was food. "Mercedes i'm going to clean up your wounds and cuts alright." He said before grabbing the alcohol and a cotton ball. 

After he was finished cleaning me up and giving me some water he grabbed another chair and sat right in front of me and i got scared because he's never done this before "Mercedes i'm working on a plan to get you and Bayley out of here before your mother and my Ex turn you into food. But i need your help with something okay." "O-Okay...what is it." I asked him really scared that i started shaking I guess he saw my hands and he gently put his hands on mine and gripped them gently almost as if he was trying to calm me down "Mercedes do you know if there's an escape door anywhere here?" He asked me. After i told him where and i asked why he then explained to me exactly why. "Are there any more questions before i take you back...there and examine the room where you told me?"  He asked me. there was one question that i've dying to ask him but never really had the chance to but i guess if i'm going to die in about 5 days "Y-Yes i do...W-why..." I said choking up a little "Why what Mercedes?" He asked me concernly "W...why did Pam abandon me here...I never did anything wrong to her i swear." I said before i broke down sobbing "Mercedes...is Pam Bayley's real name?" He asked me "Y...Yes...Yes it is." I said while trying to catch my breath "Please don't be mad she...she was just protecting herself." I said really frighten and Roger had done something that he'd never done before and something that i haven't had in almost a month he pulled me into him and I was trying fight him off but i calmed down after realizing what he was doing and i let him just held me for a few seconds "I'm not mad okay...and she is looking for you she never left you at all and all she's been trying to do is come to save you i promise She never abandon you in the first place." He said as he let go of me "The two of us are creating a plan to escape from here and i know how to make the plan unfold since you told me where the Outside door is." He spoke. 

After he put the collar back on me and locked the bar doors, he had handed me a piece of paper with something stuck to it. "Don't worry i'll tell Pam everything okay just hang tight please." He said before closing the black doors and leaving me in darkness. I opened up the piece of paper to see that it was a plan to escape. But it looked very poorly drawn but i kept it in a little hole in a wall where the chain was and just laid back in my usual spot which was up against the wall and in a fetal position so that way i won't worry about getting shocked by the collar while i'm trying to get some sleep just thinking about Pam.