"Forever and always"/DNF HIGH SCHOOL AU

Chapter 8

A/N Hello my dear loves, how was your day/night so far? 

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George POV

We both fell asleep. It was peaceful. I woke up first. I thought about my mothers words a lot lately. What could she have meant? Was it a warning? I truly didn't know. I would give anything to have realized what it meant back then, but I can't change the past. Yet I still wonder: What would have happened if I realized sooner? Who knew. It happened I can't change it, back to the present. I rolled onto my back. The image of my dead mother flashed through my head. I held my tears back. 'Those words she had told me th-they sound so real...' Where they real? I honestly didn't even know whats real whats not, except my love for him. It was the only thing I knew was real. It was so true, so pure, so real and so meaningful. I thought of my mother. Would she accept for liking the same gender? I'm sure she would, right? I wanted to come out to her the day she died. I didn't know she was going to die, but she did. It all happened so suddenly. I wasn't ready to let her go, but I was forced to. Life is cruel, painful and hard, but we must fight. There are positive sides of life as well as negative ones. Thats just the way things are. We must accept that, no matter how hard it is. Before we let ourselves love and care we must be ready to accept the consequences, whatever they may be. I am ready now. I will accept all consequences. I will give whatever it takes to be with Clay. Whatever it takes to make him happy. Whatever is needed for him to see how much he means to me, for him to see that he matters. One day he will know how much he means to me, one day.

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A/N Sorry for short chapter. I hope y'all liked it. Ily my hot ass mfs. Take care of your selves <33