Sons of Anarchy

3.2 Jax 18+

Part 2

Six Years Later 
(Y/n) P.O.V
         The past six years have been torture for me, and I can't get over it no matter what I do. I've wanted to go back several times, but my fear takes over me. Over the years I've turned my stress into baking, so that led me to opening my own bakery, Sweet to the bone. I didn't go far from Charming, only twelve hours to a town in Washington. 
         When I woke up today I knew it was going to be a hard day, because today I gave birth to my princess. She is six today, and like each year I take two cupcakes to my office. I put a little candle on one, sing a short happy birthday, and once I eat it I get back to work. I was in the middle of loading the cookie tray for the display case when the door opened, and it wasn't until I got to the register that I saw Happy Lowman standing there. 
"Wha...I...please don't tell him." I practically beg.
"You've been here the whole time?" He glares. 
    I nod, take his order, and once I give him his coffee we sit at a corner table. 
"He's been looking for you." He simply says.
"He can't find me Happy. It won't be good." I shake my head.
       He just sighs as he stands, but looks at me for a minute. He doesn't say anything else, just leaves. I sit there thinking about the family I left. How did they look like now? Does Luna have my attitude? Do the boys follow Jax's footsteps, or are they into other stuff? Did Jax find someone else, probably. 
       Over the week I try to clear my head, but I can't stop thinking of them, more than usual. By Thursday I had enough, so I told Glenn, my manager, to take over until I came back. He has taken over for me before, so I'm glad I won't have to worry. I loaded a bag with clothes, the front seat of my car with snacks, and filled up the car. With a wave to Glenn I head back to Charming, hoping for something good. 
        I stop every couple hours, and each time I tell myself I should turn back. I knew I should, but I won't get close, just to see how they are. I get to Charming after twelve hours, but I check into the motel just past the sign. It takes everything in me not to pass out from anxiety, but I know I have to get food. 
        With a deep breath I walk to my car, and drive to the diner now the road. Once inside I sit at the counter, and get a couple things to last me tonight and the morning. When I walked out, to go back to the motel, I heard motorcycles passing, so I kept my head down. Once inside I lock the doors, then I see them at the stop sign for a moment, but they drive away. 
          Once I'm back in my room I finally calm down. I put one box inside the little fridge, open the other one, but can only eat a couple bites. After putting everything away, taking a shower, and finding a show I lay down, thinking of what I'm going to do. As I'm about to fall asleep someone knocks on the door. 
         I have a feeling I know who it is, so I slowly step to the door. They knock again with a little more force. I hold my breath as I open the door, and just freeze as I look into those blue eyes I missed. He doesn't say anything, just grabs the sides of my face, kissing me hard, and kicks the door shut. My clothes are thrown all over the room along with his before he throws me on the bed, and crawls over me. All I could do was dig my nails into his back as he slams into me, but with a groan he holds still. My body arches against his, my hips grind against him, which makes him grip my hips, and pound into me. I couldn't hold my screams as I grabbed onto him. 
"I.fucking.missed.you." He moans along with the snap of his hips.
        I can only moan his name, scratch his back, bite his shoulder, and he gets faster. I start seeing spots as we both moan out, and release. He falls onto the bed next to me, matching my deep breaths, and looks over at me. My eyes start watering, causing me not to look over at him, because I know I'll fall apart. He moves closer to, softly touching my face, but pulls me to his chest. I notice he got Luna tattooed on the inside of his arm, where Thomas is on the outside. I start bawling as I trace it, and he just holds me. 
"I found your letter." He softly talks. "My mom is gone. It was a club decision. Luna is okay, but a couple months after you left she couldn't breathe. We found out she has the same heart defect that Abel has, but she's okay now." The whole time he's telling me this I'm sobbing. 
"My poor baby. I should've stayed for her." I hiccup. "I'm so sorry Jax." 
"She started kindergarten last week, and wanted to take some baby pictures for some project. That's where I found the letter. It passes me off that I didn't find it sooner." He runs his hands through my hair. "Why did you come back now?"
"I moved to Washington, and Happy came into my bakery one day. He didn't say anything, but I couldn't stop from thinking about you all more than I usually do." I sniffle. "I wasn't going to say anything to anyone, but I only wanted to see what she looks like now." l explained.
          I wake up to the door shutting, and look at the clock saying nine thirty. I hear his bike driving away as I sit up. I can't believe I did that last night. I should just go back to Washington before I get run out by a lot of pissed off bikers. I take a quick shower before packing everything up, but right as I'm about to walk out I hear the rumbles of multiple bikes. As they line up along the parking spaces, I walk outside, and they just look at me. 
"MOMMY!"
"(Y/N)!" A squeaky voice, and some deep voices yell, making me snap my head to the truck behind my car. 
      I see a little dark blonde head running through the bikes, and I almost fall to my knees when I see my little girl running to me with two teenage boys behind her. I pick Luna up to my chest as I try to hold the boys to me. Jax stands next to the guts with a smirk on his face, and I finally get to look at everyone. Every member, their old ladys are here, smiling at us. I don't put Luna down as the boys pull away. 
"Welcome home (y/n)." Lyla says, causing everyone to cheer. 
        The rest of the day I spend it with my family, and learn what I missed. Throughout the entire time I'm at the clubhouse Jax keeps pulling me into places to quickly kiss me, and at one point I can finally stop him. 
"Jax you don't have someone. Do you?" I hardly have the stomach to ask. 
"No. I've been too busy with everything." I pull him into a hard kiss, making him smirk. 

        I made the decision to move back to Charming, open another bakery here in Charming, and tell Glenn he can run the one in Tacoma. Luna was so excited that I have a bakery, the boys only like the sweets, but I love it. Once I got everything just about ready to open I found out I'm pregnant, so some of the old ladys helped around the bakery. I gave birth to another girl we named Sophia Michelle Teller.