I Promise You

Chapter 2

Selena's POV

I waited all night for Demi to call and she didn't. Maybe she got off late, but even then she would still call at least to talk for a little while. She probably forgot about me, or maybe she didn't want to call. I need to stop being so pessimistic, it's really stressing me out.

Lately I've been over thinking everything. It all started when I had this dream about 2 weeks ago. Demi was in it, which was completely normal considering the fact that she is my best friend. But in this dream things were different. I've known Demi forever and I love her to death but after that dream my feelings were a little different. This dream was much unlike any other dream I've ever had. I had sex with Demi in it. This was a sort of weird experience for me especially because I'm not even sexually active and... I seemed to enjoy it. Ever since that night I couldn't stop thinking about her. I couldn't stop thinking about her smile, her laugh, her perfect body and the things I want to do to it. I couldn't stop thinking about having her all to myself, wrapped up in my arms. I've never felt like this about anyone in my life. I didn't think I would ever be into girls and never in a million years did I think I would be attracted to my best friend.

I want to tell her about my dream but I don't want to creep her out or jepordize our friendship. There's no point, she's straight and I'm her best friend. That's all I'll ever be. But I won't quit until I know for a fact that Demi and I will be nothing more than friends. I have to try at least. She never called me last so I'll surprise at work today, I have nothing better to do anyway. I think I'll take her out to lunch again too.

I finally gained the energy to get up out of my bed and walk to the bathroom. As I'm brushing my teeth I hear my phone ring. I ran out of there with my toothbrush in hand and all, in hopes it was Demi. It wasn't it was David Henrie, he plays Justin, my older brother on Wizards.

"You've reached Selena's phone, she's busy right now and can't take work related calls at this time. Please feel free to leave a message." I said as I answered his call.

"Hahaha, real funny Selena. Good morning to you too." He said sarcastically.

"Gooood Mooornniiingggg." I said almost sounding a little too.happy.

"What are you doing today? Austin and I might go go-karting, wanna come?" He asked.

"That's sounds awesome but I kind of already made plans for myself. Sorry, but thanks for the invite." I said.

"Ahh man, we really wanted you to come but no big deal. Go have fun with whatever it is you're doing." He said.

"You too." I said.

"Well I'll talk to you later. If you have a change of plans, let us know." He said.

"Will do. Alrigh, bye." I said as I hung up the call.

I dropped my phone on the bed and walked back into the bathroom to finish brushing my teeth and then to take a shower. I let the warm water run for a little while before I actually get in the tub. When the water was warm enough I got in. Seriously, if there is anything I love more than tacos, it's nice warm showers. Shower time is usually my time to think things through. I think I ran all the most horrible scenarios of me Demi's reaction of me telling her how I feel. The voice in my head keeps trying to make me chicken out but I won't, I want to know what will happen.

I finally got out the shower, now I have to decide on what I want to wear. Should I go comfortable or cute? Ah screw it, I'll just go comfortable. I threw on a pair of sweats, a v-neck and some red converses with my hair in a messy bun. I looked at my phone for the time and it was almost 10:30, I better start heading out. I grabbed my keys and favorite sweater and made my way to my car.