♪𝑳𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑳𝑬 𝑴𝑰𝑿 𝑶𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑻𝑺♪

𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞 - 𝐄𝐃

☾︎"𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕..?"☽︎
☾︎𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝑬𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓, 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒗𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒔☽︎

☾︎𝑰𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘: 𝑬𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔, 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒙 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒃𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒓𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒅, 𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒆.

☾︎𝑷𝒖𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒅, 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂 𝒕𝒚𝒑𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇-𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝒗𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒃𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒖𝒑.☽︎

☾︎𝑰𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓, 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘...𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍/𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒕, 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒍, 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝑭𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈!☽︎

☾︎𝑭𝒂𝒄𝒕: 𝑭𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 (𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒓 𝑯𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈) 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝑲𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕☽︎

(•̀ᴗ•́)و

𝒀𝑶𝑼'𝑽𝑬 recently haven't been eating, you felt you didn't deserve to eat. People have judged you for being chubby, saying you should lose weight, and many other horrid things.

Everytime you posted a photo of yourself, you'd get nice comments and rude comments. Guess people just can't be nice can they? Luckly Mixers were there to support you and have your back.

You understood why the girls loved them so much, they were supportive and encouraging. Though, it did make you feel a little better, it didn't make your sadness or insecurity go away.

(•̀ᴗ•́)و

You started by eating more healthy meals, like salads. Which was what you ate once a day. What started from a diet turned into an eating disorder, you started to not eat anything. You obviously haven't told Jade about it, you knew she was gonna worry and wabt to get you help, which you wouldn't want.

The only time you actually ate was when you went out to eat with Jade. But you never kept the food down, you always went to the restroom and purged.

(•̀ᴗ•́)و

Jade was getting supsicious, she saw the way you looked at your food, she's seen the food in the trash, and how you always said you weren't hungry or you already ate. She felt guilty that she didn't notice before and that she believed your lies, but she wasn't having anymore of them.

She wanted to confront you of your actions, she knows how you feel. She struggled with Anorexia in the past, she didn't want you to become ill or 𝒅𝒊𝒆.

She came to see to see you lying on the couch scrolling through your phone, and the TV was on. She strutted over to you and sat next to you on the couch, "Y/N I need to talk to you about something" she said.

You looked up from your phone seeing Jade looking at you with a serious look on her face. You gulped nervously and sat up, putting your phone down. "What is it Jadey?" you said quietly, she sighed and said turning head over to you, "𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕..?".

You froze, you didn't want her to know about this, but she knows now. You were afraid to get help, you didn't want it. You decided to play dumb, "I don't know what you're talking about", "Y/N you are so skinny I can be see your 𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒔, and plus I see the way you look at food or you say you aren't hungry."

She was right, you didn't wabt her to be but she was. "Hon' you're beautiful just the way you are, you don't need to change yourself for other people, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍/𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆." You didn't notice the tears coming out of your eyes, you were too busy thinking about how lucky you are to have Jade.

"Now, do you think you want a therapist to help you, or do you want me to help you?" she asked, "You" you said to her instantly. You didn't want anyone else to help you, you just wanted her and that's all you needed.

(•̀ᴗ•́)و

"𝑾𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒏 𝒗𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒘𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 / 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍. 𝑾𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒚. 𝑰𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆, 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖."

- 𝑱𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒍