Why Must I Please You? [BL]

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Fragments of the past

"Why do I have to wear this?"

In a bright bedroom was a child barely looking of age, wearing fine silk and sparkling jewels. A beautiful woman sat behind them, styling their long hair almost reaching their hips.

She speaks softly to him "Because dear, don't you want to attract more customers for mama?".

Hearing this he was more displeased, the customers mama is talking about always making them uncomfortable, they could still feel that man's caresses from last week, his disgusting bodily fluid that ended up dripping from them, but they caught the meaning behind mama's words-.

Piercing magenta eyes were staring at them, they could feel mothers' eyes, this always happened, when they refused mama would convince them. Sucking in a breath they steadied their heartbeat before pushing down the sick feeling and replying.

"Of course, Mama! I was just in a bad mood, the noise from next door kept me up. I would never want Mama to be upset at me..." Flashing a gentle smile, they kept the bile building in their throat down.

Their mother gaze was still on them, then as she too slowly showed a soft smile, she gently spoke to them again, while holding their hand gently. "Then can you tell Mama why her little boy just lied to her?" Now almost crushing his hand, causing few tears to appear in his eyes.

Thoughts racing as he tried to think of a reasonable excuse, fear visible in his eyes as he started breathing faster, until-

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Eyes snapped wide open and jumping up from the bed loudly gasping for air lied the first prince of obelia, quickly his breath returned to normal as he slowly rocked his small body forward and then back.

Trying to control his breathing, Shesmu like the small child he was did the only thing he could, he cried.

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