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Chapter 11

"I love you more." I said between breaths. She smiled span me on my stomach. Damn I loved it when she showed me just how well she can fuck me.

"Ache your back baby." My back was already ached, I don't know if there is even a wrong way of doing it. She pumped in, pressed my back further down. Jezz, was she trying to break me?

What I wasn't expecting is for her to cum inside me. The woman never did after Madi, she always pulled out even in a condom.

"Shit, Clarke, are you okay?" she fell on top of my back. Kissing every inch she can find. Her hand gently rubbing cycles.

Trying to calm my breathing I turned to face her, causing her to pull out and move on the side. I could feel wetness dripping out of me, the bed was wet. There is no way I'm sleeping on this mess.

"I think you broke my back." I joked. She chuckled, then laughed bring me closer.

"Clarke?"

"Um."

"I can never hurt you." she said, I knew that already and I hated the vulnerability in her voice.

"I know."

"Didn't look like it in Dr. Adams office." Her hand started rubbing my ass that was on fire with the spanking I got. "I hated that you were afraid, I don't ever want to see that look in your eyes even if you're mad with me."

"I'm not scared of you, I know you wouldn't hurt me Lexa. What happened in there was just me reacting because I was a little jumpy already."

She kissed my forehead. "Okay, let's go to sleep now."

"Nah, I need to change the sheets and shower." Getting up, she was still laying there with her eyes closed so I pinched her nipple. "Same goes to you," she opened her eyes and peered between my legs. I was sure she would be grumpy for doing it but she ignored it like it was normal and head to the bathroom.

After the shower, we talked some more before falling asleep. I was wrapped up in her arms, however Lexa moves a lot in her sleep so this won't be permanent.

By morning Lexa was on her side sleeping on her stomach with her hands used as a pillow. Hair still in a bun just like she had put it after the shower. I wonder how she does it, my hair is a mess when I wake up no matter what I do. I even tried covering it up but that always ended up somewhere in the room.

Slipping into my robe, I make sure to be quiet as I get ready to go for work. Normally I don't eat breakfast because I wake up late and never have time to make anything. However today is another case, today I get to prepare something because I'm dead ass hungry and would want to cook for Lexa.

Firstly I start with showering. Without wasting anymore time, my feet are in the kitchen breaking eggs so I can get my pancakes ready. She likes her cereal with cold milk or sour milk. Tea and not coffee, scrambled eggs with a pinch of rosemary spice.

The smile on my face could not be washed away by a tornado at this point, being on cloud nine was the best feeling ever. I wish we could always be like this.

"It's like you read my mind, I'm so hungry." She said grabbing a banana from the fruit basket. Lexa smelled so fresh I knew she had just showered. Her hair was wet and left to dry in its free nature. A kiss on the back of my neck made my legs jelly. "Thank you babe." Getting her cereal and dived into it.

Her phone vibrated on the counter just when I turned to put the pancakes on a plate. It was Alison calling. It's not even 7:30 yet and she's already calling. Doesn't she have a girlfriend to take care over?

Lexa's response was to send a quick one word answer. Guess that should explain enough. "Would you want to come over tonight? Maybe we can watch a movie or something."

"Tonight won't be possible, maybe tomorrow."

What could be more important at night?

We both finished our food, Lexa became distracted after receiving a text. Her warm smile was gone but at least she managed to finish her food. Wash the dishes and kiss me goodbye. Without blowing a vein.

By afternoon Finn called me to ask about the job situation. I hate that I'm in the middle of his drama with Lexa. I don't even know who to believe anymore, this is not the Finn I remember and it seems he'll forever be a trigger in my relationship.

"Finn, I can't accept the job."

"What, Clarke this is what you wanted." His voice got hard and rose from like a ten to hundred.

"What I need is to focus on my family."

"Lexa. She's the reason right? Did she tell you not to take the job? Don't answer that I know she stopped you. Clarke don't you see that she's a child and won't understand the important things."

He spoke with so much bitterness she couldn't even recognize him.

"Listen I apologize for everything I did to you but Lexa isn't going anywhere. And I'll fuck anyone up who dares to belittle her because she's so much than her age. I would pick Lexa any second with her tantrums and mood swings, wouldn't change a fucking thing because she is the only one for me. So get it through your fucking nut brain that I love Lexa and you and I, there is no you and I. sucker."

Hanging up felt refreshing, the bum had the balls to talk bad about Lexa. I'm the only one who gets to talk about my baby and complain, the rest can kiss my ass.

Just when I was about to cuss at my day, there was a knock at the door. Emma walked in with a delivery guy who was holding up a huge bouquet of flowers. "Clarke this young is looking for you." Emma said, hanging around for gossip.

I signed and took the flowers. There was a note attached to it, before I could open it my neck was heated up from Emma breathing down on it. Her body heat was just too warm for my liking.

"Do you mind?"

"Oh." She moved back. "That's from Lexa, she's the formal kid at this school right?"

There we go.

"Emma, you've been teaching at this longer than me so I'm not sure what you asking."

"Not asking anything, just thinking." Her nails tapped on the desk. "You were her teacher and now she's sending you flowers and dropping you off with a kiss. I don't know what to think about that."

Today isn't my day.

"Right, well you can leave my class and go do your analysis somewhere else." I don't know what she thought was going to happen but her face looked shocked as hell. "And tell anybody who doesn't ask you that Lexa is my girlfriend and the mother of my child. Now bit it cocksucker."

Her gasp filled the hallway as I slammed the door in her face. Now I can't even enjoy my flowers because of some bimbo. Anybody else talk about Lexa or my relationship, they will lose a tooth.