Y/ns pov.
(time skip a week)
It has now been a week since we shot the video. It's being published today and ngl i am nervous af. Like i am gonna faint.
I decide to go to moms room to get my mind off of everything.
I plop on her bed. "hey, you alr?" mom asks "i-i just, i don't know" i say and wrap my arms around mom. "you can talk to me" she rubs my back "i just feel anxious about the music video" i mumble in her chest "i get it, even if someone doesn't like something it's not the end of the world, besides you looked adorable" she tells me "thanks" i mumble "c'mon i'm sure it's gonna be okay" mom says and starts tickling me. I start laughing "mom stop" i say "smile" she says taking a picture of me. I get ontop of her and pin her hands down. That sounds so wrong.
"get off of me" mom yells in some kind of silly voice "no, say sorry" i say "never" she says. I start tickling. "i-i sorry" mom says laughing. I lay down on her, my head on her chest.
"i love you" i mumble in her chest "oh what was that?" she says pretending she didn't hear me. I put my head up and loudly say "i said i fucking love you with everything in me mom!"
"damn okay, love you too" mama says "btw we are going to finneas house to publish the vid" mom adds "okay, what time" i ask "in about a hour" she anwsers "shouldn't we start getting ready?" i ask "nah" mom says pulling me back down to lay with her.
(time skip an hour)
Mom and i were ready and we were driving to finneas house.
After 5 minutes we were here. Mom and i walk inside and finneas and claudia hug me as i barley take one step in the house. "were so proud of you" claudia says "thank you, but i kinda can't breathe" i say and they release me from the tight hug and start laughing.
"billie come, were publishing it in 5" finneas says and we all follow him.
"where is maria?" i ask claudia "she's at her choir, she will be back in half an hour" claud anwsers.
"ayo guys, it's out" finneas says.
Everyone started celebrating. "yo, y/n we did it!" mom says picking me up and giving me a tight hug.
"post smt on you guyes instas and tell people to check it out." claudia suggests.
I take my phone out and find a random pic of myself.
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"okay, stay safe, please" finneas says
We give them hugs and go home.
Mom runs to the bathroom when we enter our house. I follow behind. I hold her hair up as she throws up.After mom finishes she starts crying. I hug her as she almost sits in my lap. "it's alr, it's gonna be okay" i comfort.
"wanna go lay down in your bed?" i ask "mhm" mama sobs. I hold her hand as we walk upstairs to her room.
She lays down and i go to leave. "stay, please" she says "i'm gonna go get a bucket, if you need to vomit again" i say "be quick" mom tells me and i nod.
I sprint to the garage, yes i fell down the stairs but its all good just a little mark on my elbow and knees.
I grab a random bucket and rush back upstairs and get under the covers with mom. I cuddle up to her.
"i love you mama" i say "i love you t-too y/n" she smiles
After a few minutes i see mom had fell asleep. I went to my room...
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