I don't remember the exact moment. Her beauty filled my vision. I learned more. I loved more. She understood. I stumbled, accepting the truth and fell. It was the hardest I'd ever fallen. I cracked. Not enough to shatter. I couldn't heal. I was honest with her. Her reaction was all i needed. She was there. And opened up to me, comforting me without telling her how.
She easily became my safe zone. She listened to me rant. She listened to every word. Understanding.
I wasn't crazy. I was thankful. I was so fucking thankful.
When i think of her it's beautiful. Just. Beautiful. I think of her in a way i wish i could word. Like an angel put on paper, and brought to life. She is a part of my heart. And i would be lost without her.She cries. She loves. Even after everything, she keeps going. After her heart shattered, tearing her chest open, she healed. And became stronger. She gets back up. She walks. She tries to be her best. Her aspirations empowering. I can only imagine how light her presence is.
She's one of my biggest inspirations.
One night we were on a call. We stayed there for a few hours.
I almost fell asleep, but i stayed up to say goodnight.We made Pinterest boards of how we saw each other. It was her idea. I saw softness. I overloaded mine with pictures of frogs and bunnies.
She described me beautifully. And fully after, i started seeing myself that way.
In my eyes, she's light. Her words slide smoothly like they're on clouds. I honestly can't picture anyone more perfect.
AND, not to mention, she's already listening to Christmas music. LIKE, how awesome is she. That's not even a question.
I feel blessed. Blessed to know her. Blessed to be
close to her. Blessed to be held. Blessed to be comforted.She's a blessing.
She's strong. And caring.
Loving.
She's an angel.
My angel.I'm her person
And she's mine.I love her
Some of the pictures i put on my Pinterest Board describing how i see her:
My soulmate is my best friend. For that, I'd give her the world. <3
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