Sirius blacks ex girlfriend

Chapter 88

When Sirius woke up again he woke up panicked

He was sweating and he looked terrified

He heard movement grabbed his wand and pointed it at you as you hold Regulus

"Sirius calm down it's just me." You say and Sirius does as he falls back into his pillow

"I'm sorry bad dream." Sirius says and you nod as you kiss his cheek

"Talk to me." You say in a calm voice as you put a hand onto Sirius's arm

"I was a child, I was back home, my mom was there and she was hurting me again I saw Regulus just stare at me as she was torturing me, she was screaming at me to beg for mercy and plead her to stop, I never did I didn't wanna give her the satisfaction of breaking me." Sirius says and you look at him with sad eyes

"Sirius—" you start but he stops you

"I'm fine, I haven't had a nightmare like that in years." Sirius says and you sigh

You remember Sirius would wake up from these types of nightmares when he was 16

"So you don't want to suck my boobs to calm you down? You know like you did when you were 16?" You say lifting your shirt only enough to barely show your breast but enough to tease Sirius

"Got any milk still?" Sirius asks and you frown at him as you shift Regulus and started debating if you should leave or not

"I won't breastfeed you no matter what, mommy issues or not I won't do it." You say and Sirius sighs

"You will if I just do this." Sirius says as he lifted your shirt and started sucking on your nipple

"Sirius not in front of your son." You say and Sirius hums not even hearing you

You just put your hand in his hair as he seemed less tense doing this

So you just kept letting him, Regulus is too young to even remember it anyways

"Tastes good." Sirius mutters and you sigh your gonna tell remus this so he can tease Sirius about this

And your never gonna let him wanting to basically be breastfed go ever

*I love Sirius but he can be so fucking weird sometimes*