Sirius blacks ex girlfriend

Chapter 6

For the past week sirius kinda disappeared which you didn't care about he can do whatever he wants

But today you got a letter from Remus he was saying he's now the defence against the dark arts professor and that he's shocked at how much Harrys grown from the last time he saw him

Dear y/n,

Hey how are you doing? I've been doing good I'm working at Hogwarts now but I don't think I've talked to you in what? Since Harry was 6? Guess we both been busy

Anyways I was shocked when I saw him he's growing up so much and I you've raised your nephew well James and lily would both be proud with how he turned out but I have noticed he's picked up on your sassy side I'll say

Anyways we can talk more again

Love Remus

Sirius was suddenly behind you

"Hey Remus how he been?" Sirius says making you scream

"Don't sneak up on me!" You say and Sirius laughs

"Awww Kitty." Sirius says and you glare at him

"No sirius stop." You say and he sighs

"Please don't shut me out what did I do?" Sirius asks and you sigh

"You did nothing I just moved on Sirius you expected me to wait forever for you?" You say and Sirius sighs

"I missed you so much." Sirius says and you sigh

"I did too ok but over time I didn't miss you because I was in love with you." You say and Sirius kisses you and you stopped not knowing how to react but Sirius smirks when he realized you were trying not kiss him back oh yeah you may still like him somewhere in their

You quickly pull away "No let's not do this sirius I can't." You say and Sirius was confused

"Y/n why are you pushing me away? Did I do something after we broke up?" Sirius asks and you shake your head

"No just Sirius your on the run I can't get into a relationship with you again when you can just leave again and I could never see you again, I can't do it." You say and Sirius sighs

"I know you still love me." Sirius says and you sigh

"What if I do? But I just can't do it ok I can't be with someone I may not see for 4 years and then disappear in 3 days." You say and Sirius caresses your cheek

"I know we broke up because you had stuff you wanted to do and a relationship didn't fit it at the time so we broke up, but I still want you y/n I love you still." Sirius says and you sigh

"Sirius I just can't right now." You say and Sirius watches as your eyes drift to a picture of you and James and you sigh

*What is this really about? Is it about the distance? Or is it because she has never been able to grieve? And I remind her of all the fun times we all had together so maybe it hurts her because I'm a reminder of James*