Love thoughts

Getting attached❤️‍🔥

Well I really want to talk to him daily like ever morning
A Monday morning I met him he said hey I respond back to him but I felt that he wasn't on mood to talk so I didn't want to talk to him because I get that I had a bad time too so I felt that so when the break came I saw him with his friend and his hand was in his head and it felt like he was crying so I really felt bad I wanted to go to hug him and ask why his crying but I couldn't... Then I saw his ex coming in front of him and hug my heart was literally burning I felt like My heartbroken because I can't be with just because of her so I went to class and the whole I was thinking about him like why he was crying did something bad happened to him or th his mother...
In the evening I asked my bestie like why he was crying and she said "I think it just because he had a bad time this week because of his family's problems and his ex"that moment I was chocked like really he still thinking about his ex after all she did to him
Alexa was his girlfriend,she is the popular girl in our height school you now that type of pick me girl ughhh I really hate this type of girl soo he fell in love with her and she didn't really cared about him like she just wanted Just to be taken that it I really don't wanna talk about their relationship because it really stupid and dumb to talk about them
So i didn't saw him the whole week well it week-end and it  dad's birthday so we went to aunt's house and we made a small surprise for him and it was great we had dinner than me and my cousin we prepared a birthday cake with chocolate so it was really good and taste after a while Jack comes to go out with the boys so when I saw him I was really happy to see him because I kind of missed him this week I couldn't saw him so I run to the kitchen to make him a part of cake when I bring it to him he smiled at me and asked who made it so my cousin said it her so he laughed and said it not really good that second I got mad and I made a face like really you're caring me right I run to the kitchen just to make you taste my cake so I said "well it okay if you don't like that means you don't have a good taste"😏😏and I went to the kitchen to help my cousin with the dishes so my cousin said "hey don't be mad he was caring okay""I know he didn't mean it" so I told I'll finish the dishes by myself just go with them...
Ahh I wished I didn't told her to leave it really a lot of dishes omg but ...so I was closed to end the dishes and I felt like someone is watching from the door of the kitchen for a second I thought it was my mom (she really like  to watch me when I make the dishes or making a cake or something like that with a beautiful smile ) so I turned really quick and I saw Jack watching me with an empty plate in his hand I start at him for like a seconds then I start crying I couldn't control myself so he runs to me and said "hey hey what going on did I make something bad" I really have a bad talking when I'm crying so he couldn't understand what I'm saying so he tried to calm me after that I said to him "it just when you're watching me from the door I remembered my mom when she had to made that" "I'm really sorry I didn't meant to hurt you I know I'm stupid for making you feel bad" I smiled and said "no it okay I know you didn't know about that" so he helped to end the dishes and we went together to the others so my aunt saw my red nose and she felt like something is wrong I said "no it just because it cold here don't worry" he said "you can wear my jacket if you want" he said that without thinking about my brother who was literally in front of him than I said it okay I'm fine
If you saw someone crying that doesn't mean that he's weak no it just because he couldn't take it anymore