Five years of yearning

passion

*Mature content*

Gao Shi De had been sitting there holding him for a long time without any intention of letting go.

A long time passed when Zhou Shu Yi realised that Gao Shi De fall asleep in his lap.

He slowly caressed his hair and about to get up meanwhile a message popped up on his phone screen.
It was from Bing Wei. He picked up the phone from the bed and read the message.

"Bing Wei:  Shu Yi! Are you still in the party. I think we need to talk urgently."

Zhou Shu Yi:  " what happened?"

Bing Wei: "  This Ariel is a real great deal. Her actions are beyond our imagination. "

Zhou Shu Yi: "did you figure out something about her?"

Bing Wei" today she went to meet Gao Shi De's mom and told her that Shi De's condition getting worsen day by day. He needs a specific therapy in order to recover. That's why he has to come America but he wouldn't be ready for this due to work. She intentionally provoked her to call Gao Shi De here.
I still don't know what kind of therapy she is going to give him but it won't be any good as long as she involve."
She'll probably have a appointment with a doctor tomorrow. I'll inform you if I found out something."

Zhou Shu Yi:" okay! Keep an eye on her each activity and inform me. I want to know how far she could go this time."

Bing Wei:  how's he? Is he alright?"

Zhou Shu Yi stared down at his sleeping face as he mumbled," I hope so."

He put the phone aside and sit next to him as he thought it's been a quiet long time since he peacefully watch him like this.

Once he thought to enjoy every single moment with this person. Give him his whole life without any second thought. Love him without caring of what other thinks. The kind of love that he can hug him when he missed , kiss him when he's tired. Without any secrets.

This was only the person with whom he could be his real self.
He never imagined himself hiding something from him but now he has to do things without letting him know.

Sometimes he became so frustrate that he wants to cry in his arms and tell him that he can't go on like this without him but the next moment he forced him to be stronger.

He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't realise when his face drew so close to the other person's face .
When he snapped out he was already a few inches away from his lips.
He could vividly smell his scent intertwining with alcohol.
This overwhelming closeness made him loss his control even more as all their past intimate scenes rewinded in his mind one by one.

He knew every time when he tried to escape from him this man makes him stay in a more dominating way.
But deep down into his heart he liked this kind of powerlessness.

He closed his eyes and lightly kissed his lips.
It took a while for him to calm himself down. When he finally opened his eyes again ,he found Gao Shi De wide awake , staring at his face with hazy eyes.

At first Zhou Shu Yi wanted to retreat but then something happened.
Gao Shi De put one hand on his waist and drew him even more close as he mumbled in a soft voice," Don't go ! Xiao Yi."

"Huh?" Before Zhou Shu Yi could react Gao Shi De already captured his lips with own.