SHINJI'S POV
Kaworu came back with the food
he held by his chest,
so it wouldn't fall down
"I'm back."
he put the food on the small table infront of us
I carefully pulled the muffin infront of me
it was large,
I ripped off the wrapper on the bottom of it
and I ate it
"Do you like it? The muffins here are great."
Kaworu said, looking at me warmly
he took a sip of his coffee, "Gh, bitter."
the boy paused.
"Did they not put extra cream in it?"
I chuckled a bit, "And yes, the muffin was good."
Kaworu nodded
and bit into his brownie.
after we finished eating, and drinking
both of us headed towards the dorms
Kaworu stopped
right in his tracks
I stopped aswell
he looked at me for a long while
and looked away. "Lets.. just keep going." I saw his face get slightly redder
shuffling my hands, I followed
We got into our dorm,
I greeted Rei on the way in
Kaworu looked down
earlier he was happy
what
an
odd
mood
swing
Wait.
Is this because of me?
I shuffled to my room
It must be
Arghhh..
Why am I overthinking so much more?
Especially because it's a boy
Boys cant date eachother
Right?
they can, shinji
a voice inside my head murmured
the inner me
the me inside of me.
the one
who
regulates
all
my thoughts?
yes, thats me
But, thats just me
making up my own thoughts?
I think
because I can think
i'm able to because
I have a brain?
I am you, the same you
you have always knew.
yes.
you're making these own thoughts up
with your own
will.
you're thinking them
so they are true.
But, why am I having a conversation
with
myself
?
It's
embarassi-
"Shinji, come here!" I heard Kaworus voice
it was relaxed
and soothing
Go, go on now
the person you'll be with
forever until death
is calling
Huh? what do you
even mean?
forever
until
death?
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two, birds on a wire
Romanceshinji cant get over him , nothing works , but he comes back three years later . his eyes were a sheet of crimson gorgeous, like always it was the boy he knew. 🦋 trying out a poetic style of writing ? not sure what style it is the a modern evangel...
