But he is a liar

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SHINJI'S POV

Kaworu pulled me down onto a chair he sat across from me
the art room was empty, silent and cold
I felt
unsteady and nervous

"Shinji,"
Kaworu said.

Before he had the chance to continue
I ran over to him, and hugged him
my head nestled into his neck

I
didn't
want
to
do
this

My heart was pounding, but my brain was still
in off mode. Fuck.
I began to cry.
I felt his hand rest onto my back
rubbing it slowly,

it reminded me of my mom
doing this to calm me down.

I clenched my hands more, I felt his shirt
getting tight around his spine
He guided my lower body to sit on his lap.

we sat like this for the whole lunch hour.
Me ontop of his lap, my face burrowed into the space between his neck, tightly holding his shirt
and him rubbing my back

I didn't know what I felt, back there. But my desire took over me.
Me and him walked back to class
I said bye as he walked over to science.

As I sat down next to Asuka
she immediatly stared at me.

"What did you and that weirdo do?"
her tone was stern and curious
at the same time

"We chatted, for a bit. and caught up."
I lied
my face got hot,
I looked away

"That was a lie."
Asuka said.

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