Anger ran over all of our bodies. It is absolutely okay for all of us if new Groupies come and enjoy doing what we all here do. What isn't okay is the fact that someone feels superior, kicks us out and treats us like garbage. Who does she think she is? Kicking us out and getting aggressive and angry? We had to do something about it but we didn't know what. So we just drank, took drugs, gossiped and talked mean things about her only to get our anger energy out. "Cherry ?" I didn't know who called my name in the middle of a heated discussion of how much we hate the Cleopatra girl. I turned around only to see Nikki waving me over. "Yessss take over him Cherry!" One of the other girls whispered to me before I walked to him. "Hey what's up?" I then ask him. He already wears his hair up high, his black and white striped stage costume. He looks amazing. "For some reason my hands are shaking and I can't apply my make up.. I guess since you're a girl you could do that for me ?" He shows me his shaking hands. "Yes of course I can but are you able to play your bass like this ?" I take his shaking hands in mine, they are also sweaty and cold at the same time. "Yes sure.. just need to take some more. You interrupted me in the bathroom." He explained but in that moment I didn't realise what he actually meant to say with that. "Alright? Then let's go I'll finish your make up." He went first and I followed him into the make up room where vince already sat infront of the mirror to get his hair back on track and Tommy chilling half naked on the black leather sofa with a complete naked Cleopatra. She even god a body like a godess. "Get the fuck out of here." She yelled and threw am empty can after me. I was already really angry at her. "You've got nothing to say here, Bitch." Quickly I picked up the can and threw it back at her. "If you say one more word I'll throw a full glass bottle at you. You are playing with the wrong people." I threatened her. I am actually a really calm person who doesn't want to do no harm. But I am just pissed and disgusted from her behaviour. Cleopatra quickly stands up only to hit me in the face with her fist. She hit my mouth and I taste blood. I didn't see that coming. Even Vince turned around now to watch Cleopatra and me. "What are you gonna do now ?" She asks, smiling stupidly. "You'll get what you deserve later but I'm busy now. Sorry." Thats what I said. My insides were screaming to just grab her hair and smash her head against the wall over and over again. But it will just escalate and I need to help Nikki. Exhale. That was growth. I turned around, looked up to Nikki to show him that I am ready to help him, but at the same moment she grabbed my hair and pulled it back. "I said to get the fuck out of here." She hissed in my ear. And now I understand what the girls meant with that they got kicked out by her. "Let her go or I'll get you kicked out." Nikki softly said. You could feel the heated tension between those both now. But she let go and pushed me away from her. My heart was pumped with adrenalin and anger.
"Ohhh I wanted to see them fight." Vince added but then turned back to his mirror as if nothing happened. It didn't took long and Cleopatra got Tommy and left the room. I haven't talked to any of them yet. "Thank you." I say to him. Applying a thin clown white foundation on his face. "If I would be you, she would've been dead already." He responded. "Yeah you have no idea how bad I wanted to hit her back. But wouldn't lead me nor you anywhere. You were my priority in that moment. I can beat her later." I laugh it off as if it wasn't a big deal. "I was your priority.. that's actually cute from you." I stopped applying make up and just looked at him. I didn't expect him to say that to me.
If I only could grab and kiss you now.
But I haven't either slept with him, gave him a handjob or blowjob. Nothing. Just handjobs to the staff actually. I am nervous.
"For me it looks like she hit you really hard. You actually have blood drops here." He carefully grabbed my face and wiped away blood around my mouth, using his tumb. He finished with softly leading his finger over my lips.
Leaving me absolutely.. with the hottest feeling ever.
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"You need to close your eyes now I need to do your eye make up." I proceed to carry on. God.. this face. My hands start to shake too as I continue. "Already leaving, see you in 5." Vince also leaves the room leaving me alone with him. I am so close to him that i fear that he could hear my heart beating so hard against my chest. I finish and I quickly step 3 steps back. Exhaling the absolute overwhelming and hot situation. He just gives me a smirk and takes a quick look in the mirror. " I could feel your hands shaking while touching me. Hear your heavy nervous breathing right next to my ear. Can't hide your feelings, hm ?" I could feel the heat in my cheeks which he noticed and made him smile more. "I have to go now but you'll be around right ?" "Ehh yes, right." I stutter and he vanishes . Duuuuhh what did just happened to me? He definitely got that Sexappeal.
The Crüe already played their show when I returned to my girls. Miss Cleopatra nowhere to be seen. I didn't even know where to start. I told them about this super hot tension between me and Nikki, his super cute smile and soft skin. I almost forgot to mention that she punched me and pulled my hair.
"I swear look at this!" Lana, the tall big boobed babe turned around to reveal a dusty footprint on the back of her black shirt. Cleopatra really got some anger issues. "She's so mean for no reason. But I am soooo excited for what happened between you and Nikki. And it definitely looks like to me, like he wants to spend some time with you after the show." Angela squeaked and we both were just jumping up and down.
"Oh oh wait." You could hear the guys performing shout at the devil on stange. But Lana pointed her finger to the other direction where Cleopatra and some security guards walk a beeline towards us.
There is dry blood running down her nose and she is pointed straight to me. "No fucking way." Someone whispers. "Sorry but we have to kick you out." One man said. "And for what reason?" Angela asks for me. "We don't tolerate violence. And we take it serious when someone gives us a complaint." The man explained. "And what exactly did I do ? Because I didn't touch her. It's the opposite she is the one being violent. Kick her out."
"See, I told you that she would say that. Manipulate as fuck." Cleopatra then lied to the security. They both just nodded and looked back to me. "Let's go." "No. She's not going anywhere. She really didn't do anything!" Angela puts herself infront of me. She's so tiny next to this 2 metre man. "We mean it. She is the one hitting, kicking, pulling hair ! She's lying!" Another girl behind me yells. But Cleopatra even has her claws deep in their backs. The second one just picks up Angela and places her somewhere else. The first man grabs my arm and pulls me. "Thats not fucking fair!" They all yell as they lead me outside. I take one last look at cleopatra who is just smiling. I fight with my inner self. Should I promise myself to just completly start a fight with her the next time I see her ? I mean what are they gonna do? Kick me out ? Next time I see her, I'll decide.
It was absolutely freezing in my car even though I already put two of my warm blankets over my shoulder. It was already dark outside but I think for hours I just gazed over the bushes and how the cold wind moves them around. It looks kind of creepy and I made sure to double check if my car is locked. Usually those nights weren't a problem because the alcohol would've kept me warm from the inside. I could drink alone sure, but I didn't hit rock bottom yet to do that. I wasn't even able to see some food from the location so I really had nothing in my system. Maybe my empty stomach is responsible on how I feel now. Empty.
Okay maybe not completly empty. Anger , disappointed and sadness might also play a big role in me now. I should just put my seat back and sleep. Tomorrow will be a better day.
