The hysterical knocks on my windshield and other side windows have woken me up. And my instincts told me to run.So not even one second later I turned on the engine and was ready to escape.
But I turned the car off when I recognised some of the Girls."Sick move. I probably need to learn that too." Angela Screamed through my windows and I turned them down. More coldness went inside the car.
"Yeah.. might be useful in some situations." I admit and just wish to go to my dreamless sleep.
"So yeah what's up?" I yawn. Lana and Angela start to giggle like some little girls.
"Girl you need to get ready!" She leans over the window to me.
"He was looking for youuuu and Lilly's leading him right now to your car." She smells like she bathed in alcohol.
"Huh ??" One look at me and you would understand my panic. I already changed in my comfy clothes, put off my make up and my hair is up in a messy bun.
I am fucked.
In the distant you could gear Lillys cute giggle.
"Oh god Cherry they are already here."
I move around like a worm not even knowing where to start.
Angela wishes me good luck and they all vanish quickly on their high heels.
I quickly roll up the windows again. My car is really old and I need to do it with lots of strength.Fuuckk
I could already see two shillouetes coming towards my car. There is no time to change or apply make up.. wait..
I grab my little make up purse and get the only thing I have time for. My red Lipstick.I jump a little when it knocked on my window again. He already changed his clothes in some leather jeans and a ripped band shirt of Mötley Crüe. Behind him I could spot Lilly putting her thumps up and wishing me good luck then she also made her way back to the concert location.
I put effort in Rollen down my windows again.
One of his eyebrows went up when he saw me sitting comfortably in my two blankets.
"I never realised how fucked up it is to be a Groupie. You only see their effort in all the make up and outfits to impress us. Always looking like they are straight out of a magazine. What's behind all that I never really saw until now."
He made me feel a bit embarrassed and the only thing I could do was to shrug my shoulders.
"Yeah.. well.."
"Can I come inside like you always come and sit in the toilet stall with me?"
I have to smile and I lean over to open the other door.
His knees almost touch his chest, the car is too small for him.
"Did I wake you up?" He then breaks the silence.
"No no actually no. Some of the other girls came, woke me up and warned me that you are coming."
"Yeah I've been looking out for you the whole evening but couldn't find you. Thought you left only to find out that that one girl got you kicked out." He laughed a bit.
"Yes she's something."Absolutely nothing happened so far between us in the car. He just seemed to seek some conversation with me and I enjoyed it as he opened up to me.
I've got some pretty deep details about his life and it somehow turned into a game of which childhood was worse. And in the end.. we both had an equal miserable childhood. But now I was drowned in negative emotions and flashbacks. I slightly turn my head to him only to check if he also feels so horrible now. And he also turns his head.
"Are you okay ?"
"He's probably looking for me and I am scared that he'll find me." I admit.
"You always use He. Is he your father ?"
He asks and I nod.
"And you also know that you are with us guys ? He won't do shit as long as you are with us and me.."
"Okay.."
Maybe I am really safe here. Maybe I really made the right decision by leaving Germany and escaping to America.
And with this thought every bad feeling faded.
Our dark conversation turned into a fun one.
We joked around, had a good laugh and at some point we both wanted it.
One soft glance and we both leaned over and kissed. Of course it didn't stay with a kiss.
"Fuck Cherry." He moans in my ear as I ride his dick. He grabs my ass with both hands and pulls me closer one last time to cum inside of me.
I didn't cum, like always, but it was still fucking hot.
I drop my head on his.. then he hugs me and pulls me closer to his naked body.
That's new. Usually when I have Sex with someone they leave As soon as possible. Why is he pulling me closer.
I dont mind! The opposite. I let myself go and give him some love back.
I let my fingers run through his sticky hair as I feel his warm cum dripping out of me.We ended up napping on the backseat before someone hysterically knocked on the windows. The sun was already rising and it was freezing.
"You fucking bastard! Get out of there now!" A man yelled from outside, still knocking on the car. I've seen him before, my guess would be that he's the manager. "Fuck off" Nikki groans and pulls me closer.
"Get out of there now. We were looking for you the whole night. Every strip club, every bar and behing every bush and dark alley. Get out of there we have to leave, now !"
Nikki doesn't move. I know he has no other choice but leave, so I enjoy the last few seconds with my face resting on his warming chest.
"You just have to get in the bus! You can continue sleeping there. Nikki move !"
Nikki sighs and I feel him moving parts of his body. "Alright.. you'll be there too right ?" He asks as he starts to look for his clothes that were all around the car.
"Of course. I'll find you on the greasy toilets." I laugh and he wiggles on his leather pants in my small car.
"See you later Cherry." He touches my hand one last time.
"See you."
I watch him leave with the man.
Then my fangirl emotions come through.
All those positive overwhelming emotions leave my body at once and I squeak and laugh them all off.
I spend the night with this wonderful man 😆 !!!
I look around to find the other girls cars, they need to hear the tea. Or..? Maybe I should keep this intimate evening for me.
Still, I need to find the girls because I am starving and maybe they'll have something to eat.Angela's red Car was parked on the other side of the parking lot. I looked inside and a shiver went down my spine. I knew that Angela was on some harder drugs but this scared me.
What should I do now ? Where is Lilly ?
I take a closer look at Angela who was sleeping with her mouth open, her skin grayish. She's sleeping with no blanket and just wears a simple t shirt showing her arms.. a H needle still stuck in her Vein and dried blood running down her fingertips.
"Angela?" First I knock soflty on the window. No reaction. It does scare me.
"Angela wake up girl." I knock harder but also no response. I press my face against the window.. she would get a bad trip if she would see my queezed pig face like this. Okay, at least there is a sign of breathing.
I'll just let her wake up on her own and go dumpster diving to find my breakfast or some snacks.
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Red Lips // Nikki Sixx
FanfictionThe life everyone is looking for. To be one of Mötley Crües Groupie. To be Nikkis Favorite. Running from something.