Reluctantly so; ⁉️

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Sorry everyone, I've been really struggling, i have unfortunately lost someone very dear me. I was to discontinue as my motivation keeps fading but i'll try my best to keep it up <3

Here's a mini update :,) glad you are enjoying it.
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Hariku took his time getting out of bed that morning. He felt more at home underneath the sheets, in warmth and left entirely too his thoughts. He could make whatever he wanted happen in there. And [Y/n] would be crawling back to him.

He told himself he just couldn't be bothered to get up but in truth he was hiding. He was conflicted. He craved to sort out his situation, get his little pet back and yet the sense of overwhelming dread that hit him as he fantasised about all the possible dead ends.

I could get him a present. What does [Y/n] like?

All of a sudden, Hariku realised he didn't really know [Y/n] at all-... He couldn't think. It was strange considering how much time the little rat spent with him. He was quiet for most of it all but Hariku would at least have found out one of his hobbies.

He likes Akira,

The thought was sour and made the boy tense, feeling green. He hid further under the sheets as if trying to hide from the reality of his situation. He had lost no one. He was still in control.

He found himself stuck hiding for most of the day. Barely leaving his room because he refused to face what he had done. He would just pretend. "Make believe" and it would go away. His brain remained a hot mess, indecisiveness plaguing his mind.

He eventually removed himself from is bed and went about pacing around erratically. Mumbling to himself as he went over every little detail he could recall about [Y/n].

It made his blood boil to recall it all. He remembered so vividly his annoyance and yet he couldn't wait to feel it all over again.

He had promised himself now.

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Step after step he made it down the stairs, out the house and to the bus stop. He was barely functional, his heart was racing and rationality evaded him.

What was he going to do now? It was undeniably a problem - These feelings. It made Hariku feel so dismally angry, what worth had he really lost? Nothing right? Why the fuck was he so upset? And what the hell was last night?!