Some Kuzusouda oneshots

A Despair-Tainted Day

Angst
Despair AU
This takes place in Chapter 3 before Hiyoko and Ibuki die
TW: mentions and attempts of suicide
I got this idea from a story I read a few months ago
So take this instead of their story [theirs was better]
Enjoy!

We're trapped in a killing game...

Forced to kill someone....

4 people are already gone...

Including Pekoyama.....

Now I'm in a hospital....

There is no hope for any of us....

No hope...

No hope....

No...hope...

Fuyuhiko sat up in his hospital bed, an itchy eyepatch over his left eye. His right eye was filled with tears. His hand was gripped to a rope, his other gripping a bottle of pills.

He was really about to do this. He was really about to take his own life. Everything in his life was now meaningless to him. His friend was dead, he only had one eye, and now he's in a hospital. He couldn't take it anymore.

He was standing on a stool, the rope was tied to the ceiling, and a small little loop that was wrapped around his neck. In case hanging himself didn't work, he had a bottle of pills that would kill him within a few minutes.

Also, he locked the door so no one could walk in on him.

Come on, jump.

What are you waiting for, you coward? Jump!

A few seconds later, Fuyuhiko's legs were off of the stool, his body dangling from the rope. He was slowly blacking out...

He could barely hear the sounds of someone banging on the door, screaming his name.

"Kuzuryu! Are you okay? Open up, please!

Alright, I'm gonna open the door, okay? Three, two...."

Suddenly, the door burst open.

Fuyuhiko didn't notice, but the one who opened the door was Kazuichi.

"Kuzuryu! What the h*ll do you think you're doing?"

Kazuichi quickly untied the rope and carried him to the bed. There were many burns on his neck due to the rope.

"Fuyuhiko, please wake up..please...."

Now, Kazuichi didn't want to call Fuyuhiko by his last name, it was more comfortable calling him Fuyuhiko.

Kazuichi's eyes were filling up with tears, he didn't want his best friend to die...

One of Kazuichi's tears fell on Fuyuhiko's cheek, and that must've done the trick, because a few seconds later, Fuyuhiko's eyes slowly began to open.

"Ugh...S-Souda..."

Fuyuhiko's voice was very raspy because of the burns on his neck.

"Fuyuhiko? You're...alive?"

"S-Sou...da..."

"Save your voice for later, Hiko..."

"H-....Hiko...?" Fuyuhiko noticed the nickname, but didn't exactly care, and neither did Kazuichi.

Kazuichi hugged Fuyuhiko softly, he didn't want to cause any other harm to Fuyuhiko, as he was already in pain.

"Fuyuhiko, please...don't you ever -ever- do something like that again, please... I can't live without you.."

Fuyuhiko's eye was filled with tears once again. "I-I...promise.."

Kazuichi hesitantly gave Fuyuhiko a small kiss on his cheek.

Fuyuhiko's eye shifted in Kazuichi's direction. "Please...d-don't -cough- don't leave..."

"I won't ever leave you, don't worry.." Fuyuhiko's face was nuzzled in Kazuichi's neck. His eye was closed, but he felt Kazuichi's soft lips on his own, and kissed back.

Once they pulled apart, Fuyuhiko put his face back in Kazuichi's neck, feeling more kisses on his head. He felt warm.

He blushed at the sudden contact, he wasn't entirely used to it, but it was fine since no more harm was done to him.

Fuyuhiko was seated on Kazuichi's lap, knowing that he no longer had a meaningless life.

He had Kazuichi.

So that's how I'm gonna end it
It's pretty short but I don't really care, I had nothing else in mind
If the person who wrote that other book sees this, I'm giving credit to them since they gave me this idea
Hope you enjoyed this very angsty chapter!