DreamSmp Oneshot book (No x reader)

~You Don't Need Me (Karlnapity Angst-Fluff)~

-1385 words (Not including this) I didn't preread this yet so if theres any mistakes they will be corrected later-

  Quackity was walking the streets of Las Nevadas. Alone, he had sent Charlie to go spy on Purpled so he had been alone for a while. Wandering the streets of his own nation, alone. And he felt it, he felt the loneliness without them. And it hurt, so much more than he could have imagined. He missed them, SO much more than he could have imagined. He didn't feel whole without them with him, he felt like a piece of him was missing.

  He was always trapped in his thoughts when he was alone, when no one was around. He felt broken, like a puzzle thrown to the floor, the pieces flying everywhere shattering like glass. He didn't want to feel this way, and when Charlie was around he didn't, he was his best friend, he made him feel like he could let loose around him. It didn't feel like that when he was alone, not anymore. Quackity walked into the sand outside of Las Nevadas. He took his shoes off to feel the sand under his feet. It was something he did often lately.

  He sighed and sat down in the sand. "I guess all the mountains that I moved just weren't enough." he said, remembering a song he used to listen to often. "And all those nights you walked me home from crowded bars when I was drunk." He said with a chuckle. "Well they meant nothing cause you just up and walked away." He looked out into the empty land in front of him. "And I just wonder what it'd take to make you stay." Quackity looked down at his hands, he stared at his engagement rings. One on each of his ring fingers. They would be useless otherwise, his ring fingers.

  I mean they're called ring fingers for a reason. "Cause when you said jump I said how high. And when I jumped you said goodbye." Quackity recited the song lyrics. "I would've walked through hell to find another way. I would've laid me down if I knew you would've stayed. I would've crossed the stars to keep you in my life. But now I'm falling hard without you here tonight." He cried into his hands. He used to sing that song for Sapnap and Karl, they loved to hear him sing. Whether it was singing while playing an instrument or just singing with his voice alone. He missed them a lot. "Hello!?" Quackity's head shot up. 

  Who was that? No one comes out here unless they're a resident. That wasn't a voice he recognized. It sounded oddly familiar to him though. He saw a black figure, no, two black figures standing across the tree line. "Hello?" Quackity said, being cautious. The two figures started to walk closer to him. "Hi! Sorry to bother you but we are looking for-'' They stopped, and they stared. Quackity did too. 

  "Quackity?" one of them said. "S-sapnap? Karl?" Quackity took a step back, trying to figure out if this was real or if it was a dream. He took a deep breath. "Why are you here?" He asked in a stern tone. "We, we wanted to see you. We missed you Q." Sapnap said. "Really? Thought you were enjoying that little kingdom of yours." Karl and Sapnap fell silent, eyes wide, and mouths slightly open."S-so George told you?" "Doesn't matter. I can't believe you guys would make a kingdom without me! You left me alone. I've felt so-" Quackity looked down at his hands, seeing his rings again. 

  "Alone." He whispered. Sapnap and Karl ran up to him and wrapped their arms around him. "We're so sorry Quackity! We didn't mean to make you feel alone! We wanted you to come with us! We missed you so much, Q we need you." Sapnap said, and Quackity finally snapped, pushing both of them away. "You don't need me! You always left me out at home! Like I wasn't a part of our relationship! You would always hang out without me and I would always be up in our room! I was always waiting for one of you to ask me to come and be with you because I didn't wanna bother you guys and you barely did!" Quackity yelled in anger. He shoved his hands into his pockets and put his head down , processing what had just come out of his mouth. Karl and Sapnap stood there, shocked. They didn't know what to say, not after that. Quackity let out a sigh, "I missed your asses." he said looking back up at them with teary eyes. 

  "I just felt like you didn't miss mine." he looked to the side, not wanting to meet their gaze. He felt a pair of arms wrap around him tightly and heard nearly silent sobs. He looked back to see Karl with his hands over his mouth and Sapnap hugging him sobbing. Quackity froze, he was shocked. Out of the three of them he never thought that Sapnap would be the one to have a breakdown. "Hey, hey, hey, hey! Sap look at me!" Quackity wanting his Fiance to face him said. Tears were streaming down his face. Quackity felt bad for yelling at them, this was his fault. Quackity cupped his cheeks. 

  "Aw Sappy..." Quackity whispered and gave him a kiss on the cheek, then the forehead, he was about to give him a kiss on the lips but he hesitated and decided against it. "I'm so, so, so, sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you! I just, I was just upset. I felt like you guys left me. And-" Quackity started to cry harder, gripping Sapnap's shirt. "I'm sorry..." he whimpered. Karl slowly came and wrapped his arms around Quackity's neck, burying his face in it. "No, I'm sorry. I should've told you but I didn't. I'm sorry Q I feel horrible." Karl mumbled and kissed Quackity's cheek. Quackity leaned into his touch, causing Sapnap to whine and lean into him. Now it was Karl's turn to start sobbing. 

  He cried into Quackity's shoulder, letting it out. Quackity turned to face him, holding him tight, whispering sweet nothings to him. "I'm here Karlos, I'm here. It's all gonna be okay, let it out." Quackity said to him. He missed this, being able to see them, hold them, love them. He missed it all, and was happy that he could feel it again, even if it was only for a second. Karl looked up from Quackity's shoulder to look at his face. His hand traced the scar on big Q's face down to his cheek. 

  Quackity cupped Karl's hand in his and looked him in the eyes then slowly looked down at his lips. They both slowly leaned in, soon connecting their lips. The kiss was warm and gentle, something Quackity always loved when he would give Karl a kiss. They both slowly pulled away, almost hesitantly. Quackity looked at Karl, "I haven't been able to do that in a while." he said, putting his hand over his mouth. Karl giggled at this. "What about me?" Sapnap said, twirling Quackity around to face him. Quackity smirked and leaned in, as did Sapnap. Their lips connected, unlike when Quackity kissed Karl Sapnap was more passionate and rough.

  Honestly that kiss probably would have turned into a full on make out session if Karl didn't break them apart. "Okay, okay break it up you two!" Karl said between laughs. Quackity and Sapnap both whined, not wanting to break apart. "Aww but Karl!" Sapnap teased. "No buts! You guys are not making out right now!" Karl exclaimed jokingly. "Fine," Quackity said, stretching out the last bit. "I missed this, and you guys. I'm sorry for leaving. I should have asked you guys to come with me." Quackity said rubbing his arm. "No, we're sorry Quacks. We shouldn't have gone and made a whole new nation without you. We should have at least told you first." Sapnap said. "It's fine. But if we don't stop apologizing to each other soon its gonna turn into another competition!" Quackity said with a chuckle. "Your right. We love you big Q, remember that." Karl said. Quackity let out a soft sigh, "I love you guys too, and I'm sorry for doubting I ever did."