Got7 at 27

13 Holding Back the Urge

JR, Bambam & Yugyeom were chilling out together with your sister Chelsea and her 2 friends, after she set them up for a blind date. It was evening now and they had gone to Bambam's club to chill. Jackson was heading over to your place to look for you and Mark, while JB seemed to be meeting someone for a movie - which you weren't sure who. Youngjae was working hard recording for his upcoming solo album due to be released soon. Mark and you however, were quite busy after the accidental frolicking around the house, just both of you, seemed to have progressed a little too intimately on the floor...

It was sunset. The golden rays of the dusk sun shone right through the window pane and into your eyes, but you didn't notice the glare because your eyes were closed. One man however, did. As he pulled away from your lips, he gazed lovingly at your face, supported by his hand behind your neck. You sensed it and slowly opened your eyes. All you saw was a ray of light coming from behind Mark's head, his face darkened from the shadow. You couldn't see his expression but you felt his warm breath against your cheek.

"It's the sunset glow." Mark candidly said, as you gave a sniffled giggle. Pulling him down to lie by your side, you inched your head onto his chest.

"I think I just kissed a superstar." you whispered, as your head moved up and down in the rhythm of his breathing, "and I can hear his heart racing."

He laughed, jerking your head even more. "Superstars are human too you know." He turned his body and wrapped you in his arms, cuddling you on the soft carpet.

"mmmm I can't breatheeeee " you tried to wriggle your face up from being buried in his chest. He loosened a little and smiled as he saw you look up at him.

"I wish we could be like this everyday." You saw a brief tiredness in his eyes as he seemed to be exhausted from all the work that never ceased.

"Why don't you sleep over tonight? Chelsea said she's going to be out and I guess she'll be at her girlfriend's place tonight..." shyly you put forth the request for company, not sure if it would sound too upfront.

"Wow, that's a bold request... I'd love to for sure, but...." Mark stopped short in his sentence.

"But what?" you quickly asked.

He smiled and stroked your hair, pulling you close, "but you're gonna sleep in your bed and I'll sleep on the couch."

Slightly disappointed but yet relieved and happy that he was that kind of man to respect your privacy, you loved him even more.

"Of course." you replied, to see him give a small pout.

"awww, I was hoping you'd say no to that..." he pouted again cheekily with a sad face to tease you.

"C'mon let's get you changed, Jackson should be here any minute!" you sat up and straightened your hair. As you looked at Mark, laying comfortably on the carpet, you noticed that his baggy pants had become tighter. Shyly you looked away and tried to get up fro the floor.

Swiftly, his hand caught yours and he pulled you back down, catching you to himself. "I know you saw that."

He spoke right into your ear and sent a crazily electric shock through your spine. You were speechless to react and he saw the blank look on your face. You looked into his eyes, unsure what to do or say. "A superstar is a man too."

Giving him an awkward laugh, you climbed on to him and sat straddled around his hips. He could only freeze and stare in shock at your bold move.

"Baby, c'mon. Don't get me started alright, you don't know how hard I'm holding myself back." He half pleaded with a slight urgency in his tone.