My best friend boyfriend

Episode three

Emily pov
The drive from the airport had been the worst one I'd ever had,Nolan had grew silent on me ever since we left my house,I knew it was the right thing to do....,but I didn't want it to,especially after hearing him say he loves me, I had felt so happy,but that didn't last because just as he said it,I also reasoned my own part,and I knew it was a no way love,forbidden if you call it,we both love cami and didn't want to hurt her,but how hard is this task going to be,especially when I can't take off the thought of him crying so desperately,meaning he really wanted us too happen,why was fate so cruel to us,why couldn't we just be together,God...,I heaved a deep intake of breath as I tried to compose my self,I looked around the new big room I was assigned to,its was a VIP,well that was what I deserved since my best friend owned this hotel,it was the most expensive and classy hotel in LA,it was quite popular and had branches in different states in America,the bed was twice the size of my own,the tv was one too die for,and the beautiful couch,the room had every piece,it had a library,a workout gym,spa,a resting view,it was twice the size of my apartment and very classy,I was supposed to feel happy,my best friend was getting married and I was going to spend two weeks in this paradise of a place....,but what I felt was agony,sadness,regret...,and it was all wearing me out,we had arrived here thirty minutes ago,cami had escorted me to my room,while Nolan was holding her waist so firmly,I thought I'd die of jealousy,they'd even kissed,so passionately,I knew I shouldn't look but I did,and the way Nolan avoided my gaze worsened the whole situation,I had been sulking in my bed for almost twenty minutes doing nothing and thinking of how to forget Nolan,it was the best I could do,I had to forget him,there was no way me and him were ever going to be a thing...,so it'd be best to forget everything,but tell that to my heart and body..,that kept saying.."he's yours,fight for him",I groaned even harder as I stood up,I unlocked my luggages packing my stuffs into the wardrobe,my clothes was too small for it,it looked like I hadn't even put a thing in it, I began settling my brushes,shoes,and makeup in the room,my eyes came across a little picture,I stopped as I took the picture,it was of me and my dad,we had gone on a picnic adventure,and I had been so excited about it..,I smiled to my self,as I rubbed the picture against me,I really missed him a lot,he died when I was sixteen,and apparently I had no mom,because I didn't even know her..,dad said she was a whore and had agreed to give me away completely for just five thousand dollars,I hated her for it,so when my dad had died,I had no one completely,cami father had accepted me into his home,he'd saved me from being put in an orphanage home,I had lived and survived thanks to them,they'd represented family in my life,that was why I could never betray Cami like this,she was too everything,she'd been there for me,she'd helped me in times of troubles,I told her everything,all my fears and all my likes..,the only thing I didn't tell her was that I had a crush on Nolan just like her,I couldn't bring myself to do it,I knew she would feel so terrible,come to mention how terrible she'd feel if she found out am in love with her man,I scoffed as I dropped the picture on the drawer next to the bed, I stripped my clothes shortly as I walked into the bathroom,a bath tub was present thankfully,I filled it with water,and added roses,and soapy fragrance to the water,I settled on it shortly,as the effect of the warm water drilled on me,reliving some tensions off my body,I heaved a sigh,I took the soap as I began to rub my body,as my mind drifted to the day Nolan had made me cum on his hands,I felt my self slick, I could remember his thumb over my clit,his mouth feasting on my breath,I grunted as I rubbed the soap over my breasts,providing sensational feelings through my thighs,I slipped the soap off my hands,as I continued teasing my breath,I bucked my hips,the soap seemed to have washed off my hands,so I slipped it down to my throbbing clit,I moaned louder as I bit my lips in pleasure,I pinched it,just the way Nolan had done that day,I felt myself clench as I tried I muttered Nolan's name,a God...,why wasn't he here with me,my left hands went to my breasts,as I flickered it with my thumb,causing even more sensation spread onto my legs,my other free hands was on my clit,rubbing it with slow steady,I flinched each time my hands hit my g-spot,and shouted Nolan's name when I increased the pace,it was as if I was with Nolan,only that it didn't feel as good as it was with him,I spread my legs wider,as I bit my lower lips,I increased the pace more faster,as I felt my body coming close,I couldn't stop moaning his name,and I was too loud,but I couldn't care,especially when the thought of his dick was so vivid in my imagination,it felt like his dick was fucking me,and the faster I rubbed on my clit,the faster Nolan pounded in my pussy,all in my imagination,my moans increased even louder when I began to flicker on my g-spot,and with the last stroke.....,I came instantly as I screamed Nolan's name even louder,just as I was regaining my breath A voice stopped me,
"Mind if I help you",his husky voice brought me too reality as I flinched,I grew all red...,he was standing at the door entrance of the bathroom,his hands were folded,and his erection was hunging on his trousers,I grew more embarrassed as I turned to cover my body with my hands,pouting my face with embarrassment,
"What are you doing here",I asked trying to regain my voice,and avoid his hard on,but too late my eyes flicked to it and I felt wet again I swallowed hard,turning to look at him with frowns,
"Cami wanted me to give you the hotel lists",he replied huskily,his gaze not leaving mine,his eyes were filled with so much lusts,that it made her scared,
"Why.......why didn't she bring it herself??",I asked as he frowned,
"Something came up and she had to attend to it,and believe me I tried not to come...,your face was the last one I wanted to see...,but she convinced me...., I had to come",he said his eyes swirling in lusts,frustration,anger,and regrets.
I swallowed again but this time averting my gaze from his,
"You could have knocked..,or better still waited and not barge into my bathroom like that",I accused angrily as he scoffed,
"I knocked thrice,and when I did enter with the spare key,I heard the most sexy voice moaning my name...,so loudly that it turned me on,I couldn't resist...,I had to see what was happening,so I came in",he explained as I swallowed,God...,I so wanted to stand up and suck his dick so hard till his cum were dripping and driving me crazy, I tried to control my voice,for what I was about to ask,
"How long have you been staring ",I asked feeling so embarrassed,
"Long enough to make me want to come close and fuck you,so hard that you won't be able to walk after I'm done",he said so coldly,his voice was on the verge on losing control,he was fighting this so hard..,God I just wanted to walk over and let him overpower my body,
He breathed so irrationally as he hits his hands on the wall out of fury,
"You need to leave",I said with my voice shaking so terribly,he scoffed as he began to laugh...,so unruly and crazy,
"Right..,I forgot,for cami sakes...,well maybe if you explained that to my body,maybe I'll understand much more better",he said sarcastically,as I frowned,my frustration was so on my nerves,I wanted him..,so much,but I couldn't have him...,I took a deep breath closing my eyes,
"Leave",I said with my eyes still closed..,I heard his footsteps coming closer,as I screamed out before he came near me,
"Leave!!!",I broke down as I started crying,
"Just fucking leave,don't make things worse than it already is,please!!",I pleaded as I muffed down in my own tears,I heard his groan and soon the noise of the fallen bath stuff on the floor startled me,I cried harder closing my eyes,I heard his little sobs,and his breathing paces...,why was this happening to us...,I broke down even more,and soon I heard his footsteps as they began to swindle out of the room,shortly I heard the door jam as I opened my eyes,I broke down so heavily as I hugged myself tighter,why couldn't my life be straight and perfect,must there always be a reason for me to suffer...,I broke down even more...,
Few minutes later I had managed to calm myself to stop crying,I walked out of the bath as I put on my robe,I bounced to the bed,as I curled into the sheets,thinking of Nolan and cami and their marriage and what I would become after it...,I soon felt my eye lid weak,I let out a small yawn as my eyes began to betray me,soon I shut my eyes,as I traveled deeper and deeper into sleep..,tomorrow was another day....,another day to suffer.cause happiness had let me...the moment Nolan left the room,I drifted deep into sleep as I found my eyes betraying me.as I drifted to sleep thinking of nothing but Nolan.