Missing [Lisa x BTS]

Let Me Love You

Jungkook can't seem to put himself to sleep after waiting Lisa come home for hours. He can't believe he will raised his voice towards the woman he just met for a few time. Maybe, maybe if she not born as Park's bloods maybe he will treated her as the queen in his life. After waking up very early, he seem walks toward her room. His weird thought want he apologize to her while his other part want he be happy for successes to control one of the Park's family. Right now, he's lying on the couch while his eyes straight looking at her door.

While he was lost in a deep thought, Jungkook heard a sound of the soft mattress rustling and a soft step on the floor from her room. Ten minutes later, he heard she switch off the lamp, and the door open .. he immediately shot up to take a look at her.

He smiles at her without realizes she can't see him in the dark. He want to said something but Lisa just walking pass him.

"What the- where she going at 5 am? It's still early" he decide to following her behind.

He saw she went to kitchen, and looks like she want to prepare something .. a breakfast?

"She can cooks?" Jungkook interested to see what Lisa gonna do, she scrolling her phone so many time before take out some ingredient. He leans on the wall while thinking maybe she prepare a breakfast for him cause she feel sorry?

"I should back to sleep. She will call me soon" he make his own assumption after thought it was the best to act surprised later.

***

There was a long silence in between the two people inside the hotel room right now.

"You're here" Lisa knew that he is now watching her from afar. She felt her heart thumping ever so loudly for the first time after so many rejection she get. Yes, she has feel falling in love with wrong person before but never felt this way.

"Are you feel okay now, oppa?" she asks when Yoongi eyes still on her.

"Tae tell me I almost threw up on you dress last night. I feel ashamed for that. I'm sorry, Lis .."

"It's okay, oppa" she tries to act normal while her heart beat crazily out of control especially his top still naked right infront of her.

"Lisa"

She turns to look at him whom is now lying on the bed and is staring at the ceiling while Lisa still stand not far from the bed.

"What I said last night .. is deep from my heart. I love you. I really love you"

She didn't answer him but her ears are still listening to his words.

"I'm sorry. I don't know why I say this. Sometimes, I do wonder whether I should or not. But after met you since our first date, I never thought I gonna falls in love with you. I waiting to met and heard you voice. And you don't know how happy I am whenever I get a chances to see you"

"Oppa"

"So please .. give me a chance .. even only as a friend. Let me be on you side forever. Come to me whenever you need me. Use me whatever you want it. Cause I really really love you"

***

When Jungkook woke up the next morning, he was surprised to see that Lisa is already gone. He was really disappointed. Although they not in good relationship, aren't she at least should wake him up to have breakfast together? He was prepare himself to went out before went to kitchen, smiles when see she really prepare something for him on the table. When his hands reaching to open the cover, he saw the note stick on it;

I make seaweed soup with sundubu jjigae so I leave some for you. I maybe come home late so call me if you need me.

He couldn't hide his smiles but it soon faded when he realizes he not drunk last night, it means she prepare the hangover food for someone else, and  give him a leftovers instead?

"Call you if I needs you?! What the hell I need you, Lalisa Park?! Ughh, dumbest Jeon Jungkook! She will never see you as her husband, Jungkook. Stop hurting yourself. Ahh! Arasso. I am the great Jeon Jungkook. Nobody will disrespect me especially this whore come from Park's family. Yes, Jungkook. Show to her, give no mercy to her. You, you Lalisa Park, you will going to get it from me when you come back home!" he pointing his finger to the wall like Lisa be there to listening his words.

He cursed her for the longest time until when he arrived at his company, he switch on his monster mode to let out his madness to his workers. None of the paperwork stay still on his desk, every time the managers come in his room, their file will going on the floor instead.

***

Taehyung never thought his crush will call him that's afternoon. Without eating his lunch, he drive to their favourite place.

"L, what are you doing here?" Tae ask when saw Lisa sit alone on the beach "you looks terrible. What's wrong?"

"Do you have some alcohol, Tae?"

"Mwo? It's still early to drink alcohol. And I have a photoshoot later so I can't drink now. Why?"

"Oh .. I just want to taste something strong"

"L, you never drink any alcohol before, what's wrong with you today?"

She just letting Taehyung question fly away follows the wind without want to answers it.

"L"

She always thought she will have bad luck in relationship. When she love someone, they will reject her and give nonsense reason to hurting her. But now, when both of them, she and the guy love each other, they can never be together.

"I think I falls in love with someone"

"Mwo?" he not ready for the sudden confession.

"I think I falls in love with someone"

"Who? Jungkook?"

"No"

"So, he is ..?" there only two option leave, whether it was him or ..

"Min Yoongi oppa"