I know you read the part 4 before this but honestly it's so many decisions to share this story with all of you.
What happened in the last week of October was leave in my life forever, a month that has a lot of happening and one of that is I got diagnosed with Posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) now what is PTSD means?
Posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a psychiatric disorder that may occur in people who have experienced or witnessed a traumatic event such as a natural disaster, a serious accident, a terrorist act, war/combat, or rape or who have been threatened with death, sexual violence or serious injury.
The trauma that I have when I was a kid from sexual harassment has been came out again it has been a long time but I experienced it again that's why I was so afraid to other people specially to men I'm not comfortable with them that's why all of my friends are girls kidding aside, it's so hard, yes because I really don't want to have a medication with that I don't accept the medicine because my recovery is doing so well like before but my psychiatrist required me to socialize with other people and always think of positive things about everything, also required to sleep early for me to not have a negative thoughts running in my mind every night.
I found peace when I'm with God specially in this time of pandemic, he's not leaving me behind, he is my defender, healer and miracle worker all in one is with him. It was very hard but I slowly get out of that trauma for me to have a meaningful life and relationship with him.
I can see how I am strong enough at my young age of experiencing this alone with God and I have so many things to say but I think it's enough because I see how strong am I into it and how I feel when it comes to me and how I find and fight for myself again.
I thank God for everyone's help me in Prayer and most of all God thank you for Everything!
My healing is on going so continue to pray for me!
To God be all the Glory!
I miss you loves!🤍
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