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Chapter 1 - here we go again

P.O.V Cecilia Black
There We where, back in the hogwarts train again, off for another year of magical teachings. It wasn't anything new, after all this was my 5th year of learning. I sat in the compartment with my 6th year sister Eva Black, Draco malfoy, delphin greengrass and Pansy Parkinson. Draco and Pansy where both in my year however Delphin was in Eva's year.
"Hey Cecilia," said Draco, "You excited for the new year?" My green eyes met his blue ones as I said,
"I don't really know, I guess.... What about you Draco?" I tried not to blush as he smiled at me. God he was hot. His blond hair shone in the sunlight.
"I can't stand dumbledore, my father says he's the worst thing that happened to hogwarts " Draco replied.
"It's only because your dad was and is a death eater." Said my sister contemptuous. Draco smirked and crossed his legs.
"Guilty as charged." Their conversation continued but I began feeling really sleepy. I hadn't gotten a good sleep last night. Soon enough I drifted off Into sleep. I don't know how long I was sleeping for but I woke up to snicking and a warm soft arm around me. I opened my eyes and looked up. There was Draco holding me in his arms almost like he did it everyday. I turned red. Oh My god, oh my god, oh my god. I had fallen asleep on my crushes shoulder, and he had processed to lay me down on him and hold me. I had no idea what to do. Should I sit up and say sorry I drifted off, or do I just stay like this till he tells me to get off him. I looked over at Eva to see her smiling widely. She had known for a long time that I was in love with him. Draco suddenly said with a big smirk on his face,
"Tired Cecilia? Or did you just want a reason for me to hold you?" What was that supposed to mean I thought.
"You never held me Draco!!" Pansy said with an jealous look in her eyes.
"Of course I don't id never hold you in a million years. I don't like girls who throw themselves at me." Draco said sitting me up but kept his arm around my shoulders.
"Sorry Draco, I didn't mean to, it was an accident," I said trying not to stumble over my words.
"Haha don't worry about it, your hot so I'd hold you all day, plus you could have fallen on the ground and we wouldn't want that would we." Draco said.
Pansy looked like she could kill me so I just smirked at her and said.
"Calm down Pansy I won't hurt your drackikinns" Draco cringed at the word and I leaned into his shoulder and continued. "Plus I could have hurt myself and Draco just was protecting me."

P.O.V Eva Black
I could hardly contain my grin as Cece drifted off on Draco's shoulder, his cheeks lighting up like flames. He quickly wrapped his arm around her shoulder, and threw me a glance. "It would be rude not too." He reasoned. I raised my eyebrows, and nodded my head. "Of course, it would be rude."

It had been nearly a half hour since cece had fallen asleep, and I was bored. The only person who was worth my time in there was her and Draco, and god I didn't want to look at them for one more minute. It only made me feel worse about myself, in the sense that it seemed my younger sister was going to have a boyfriend before me.

Lost in my thoughts, I didn't see the tall gangly red headed boy in my path. I slammed into his chest, knocking the wind out of myself. Of course he was unharmed. Stupid six foot ginger. "Hey watch it." I snapped, fully aware it was my fault. "Eva!" He grinned, pulling me against his chest once more, hugging me tight. It felt kinda nice. Unexpected. "I haven't seen you all summer! Why didn't you come to Fred and I's party this summer? You were invited. I made sure." I rolled my eyes. Parties. Not really my thing. "Oh yeah, I had other parties to go to." That was complete bull, but I couldn't let him know I was just dreading having to see him again.

At the end of fifth year, George had confessed he felt some things for me, which I had thoughtlessly rejected. I had been overwhelmed with everything, and while I had it bad for him, I just wasn't ready to date.
Well, I was now, and there was slim to no chance he would put himself out there again, and even less chance I would.

"Oh miss popular I see." George teased, a smile playing on his lips, but completely different feelings displayed in his eyes. "Yeah, but you and Fred have lots of friends. Didn't really need me there." I joked, just wanting to get out of this conversation. My heart raced when I talked to him, and I was always terrified of embarrassing myself in front of him, even though I was fully aware he wouldn't care.

"Well, I should get going, we're almost there you know, Time to get changed!"

He's going to think your a total dork

I quickly left towards my cabin, completely freaking out. "Oh wait Eva!" George called back, waving me over. If my heart wasn't racing before, it sure was now. "We should hang out more often. Your pretty cool."

He thinks I'm cool. He thinks I'm cool. The words replayed in my head, my smile widening every time. I was on my way back to the cabin, knowing the second cece and I were alone I was going to tell her everything. He wants to hang out. I'm pretty cool.

When I returned to the cabin, cecelia was still napping in Draco's arms, and he had fallen asleep, having lasted his head on hers. Well that was love if I ever saw it. To bad their both too chicken to tell each other. But who am I to talk?

"ahem." I coughed, trying to wake both of them up. Nothing. "AHEM" I hacked violently. All I got was a sharp look from pansy that said "do you mind?"

Then the door slid open, revealing Ron Weasley. Draco stirred awake, not bothering to move his head from cece. "Do you mind weasley? We're having a moment." Oh my god. Just wait until I tell Cecilia about this.

"You." Draco pointed at me, accusingly. "Not a word of this to her." I nodded. "I wouldn't dream of it." I smirked. Slowly but suddenly cece woke, looking up confusedly at Draco, before realizing she had fallen asleep on him. Her cheeks immediately lit up, and I didn't bother trying to hide my smile.

For the rest of the trip, they both avoided each other's eyes, not willing to admit what had just happened between them. But suspiciously Draco hadn't moved his arm from her shoulder.

They clearly weren't going to get together themselves. So why not give them the push they needed? Cece had warned me about meddling in her romantic life, but this wasn't meddling, no. This was simply playing Cupid, creating some luck for my sister and friend. So clearly it was completely different.