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Chapter 14 - girls

POV of Cecilia Black
My sister was convinced that Theo was the right way to go but I really didn't know how to feel about anyone anymore. After a month of dating Draco, I had lost my feelings for him entirely. And it wasn't because I liked Theo. I actually didn't anymore either. It was wierd. I never really felt like this before. I didn't know how to break up with Draco though.  I had to think about it.
——time skip. 5 days before Christmas break—

It had been 2 weeks since I had lost feelings for my boyfriend but I still didn't know how to break up with him. And it wasn't only that. I was starting to like someone else. Not Theo not Harry not Blaise. It was Astoria. Astoria Greengrass.
She was so hot.
And not like I wanted to be her hot,  but I wanted to kiss her hot.
It wasn't really being a good girlfriend but how could you be a good girlfriend when you didn't even like your boyfriend anymore. I was going to break up with him.... Like the day before Christmas...I just had to find a way how.

——-time skip. Night before Christmas break—

I was sitting in the common room still figuring out how to break up with my boyfriend. Maybe I'd just wear his sweater or something. I didn't know.
"Hey you look down what's up" a voice from behind me said. It was Theo. Of course it was.
"Oh the normal... just trying to break up with my boyfriend."
"Wow that sounds nice... but why" said Theo sarcastically
"Well not that it's your business but I don't have feelings for him and I like someone else so.." I said kinda distantly.
"Who do you like then." Theo said. "Is it me?" He said hopefully. I laughed.
"No Theo it's not... I lost feelings for you a while ago. ." I lied. It had actually been quite recently, but I couldn't let him know that.
"Oh, um well who is it?." Theo sighed defeatedly.
"It's actually none of your business. I have something to go and do so bye Theo." I said getting up frustrated. I couldn't stand him anymore. I walked to the opposite side of the common room to where Draco was sitting laughing with his cronies.
"Draco come. I need to talk to you." I said bluntly interrupting his conversation. Draco looked taken aback but stood up and followed me into the hallway of the dungeons.
"What's wrong babe why are you so upset."
"Long story, it doesn't matter. But I do need to discuss something with you." I said sternly.
"Alright fire away then." He said crossing his arms and putting a sleek smirk on his face.
"I'm breaking up with you." I said quickly. His face slowly dropped.
"What do you mean your breaking up with me?" He said slowly
"You know what I mean. We're done. I don't like you anymore so I'm done with you." I said turning to go.
"Wait just one moment Black." Draco said slowly and coldly. He had never called me by my last name, that was the only thing that made me stop in my tracks.
"What." I said viciously. He gave me an evil smirk.
"Your dad is no longer safe." He threatened.
"You will never find him in a million years! NO ONE WILL! So get your big fat ego out of my face and go." I said raising my voice.
I turned on my heels and stormed back into the common room. No older I didn't like men I anymore. They were jerks. All of them. But I wasn't going to tell anyone I was lesbian yet. Not even my sister. It was still all new. And I was going to get what I wanted one way or another.

POV Of Eva Black
She finally broke up with Draco. Emphasis on the word finally. I know it had only been like a week but When she told me I was over the moon. She deserves way more than that stuck up prick. My first thought was to tell George, but we weren't exactly on speaking terms. Well, I wasn't exactly sure. He hadn't spoken to me since the party, and always glared at me in the hallways. Had I gone too far with the lap dance?

Just as the thought entered my head I was pulled into a broom closet on the side of the hallway.
"Get.. off.. me..!" I yelled, kneeing and pushing the figure away.
"Calm down!! It's George!" He hissed, hunching over in pain.
"Oh god! George I'm so sorry!" I whispered, rubbing his arm until he stood fully up.
"Godric that hurt." He muttered still holding himself.
"I'm really sorry. Uh, what did you need?" He sighed and shook his head.
"I just wanted to see you. I wanted to wait a couple days to see if you and riddle were going out, and too cool off." I gave him a confused look.
"Cool off?"
"If you haven't noticed already, I'm quite a jealous man, Eva."
"Oh, yeah."
There was an awkward silence, before he stepped forward closer to me, and I didn't back away.
"Your the only one I want you know?" He whispered, sounding almost hurt.
"And it hurts that That you don't feel the same."

"George... while we were at that party, all I could think about was you. But I'm not going to lie and tell you that I don't like Matteo. I do. I just don't feel for him as strongly as I do for you. I don't want to be with him, I want to be with you."
And that's all it took for George to lean down and connect our lips.
This wasn't like any of our other lust driven kisses, this felt like I was walking on air. He deepened the kiss, slipping his tongue in, making me groan. He grinned against my lips, moving his hands to my ass. Clearly, he was an ass guy.

He pulled away, pushing a strand of hair from my face.
"How would you feel about Hogsmeade this weekend? I'll pay." I pretended to think about it, tapping my chin. After faltering his grin I answered.
"Of course." I grinned.
"Ok, I'll pick you up at 10. Be ready."