Fearless & Careless™ (Justin Bieber, Indy Marie)

Fearless & Careless: Chapter 11

I woke up with a major headache. Damn last night was crazy I thought sitting up and climbing over to my suitcase. And searching for some yoga pants and sports bra. I jogged downstairs to see Mr. Montgomery, Hannah, Jake (who was glaring at me), and some Maids.

"Colombia please come sit down with us" Mr. Montgomery said. I awkwardly came over to the dining table and slid into a seat. "How was your night last night? Did you sleep good?" Mr. Montgomery asked bombing me with questions. "Um, I actually slept pretty good last night" I lied. Last night was the worst nights of sleep I've had in 5 years. I couldn't sleep. It was a bad night with all the people bombarding me with millions of reasons to anger me. Mr. Montgomery nodded his head "Are you uncomfortable?" As I began to speak Jake interrupted men "I am" he mumbled under his breath but loud enough for everyone to hear. "Excuse me Jacob?" His father said in a stern voice. "Do not try to make Colombia any less comfortable than she already is by you 'wise choice' of words" he said empathizing on wise choice.

"No, Mr. Montgomery he's fine. But no I'm a little comfortable I just moved here so it'll take time" I told Mr. Montgomery "As you can see I was gonna go for a jog around the block"

"Really, Jacob was just about to leave for a jog around the park. You can go together" Mr. Montgomery said. Jake tried to argue but his dad gave him a look that made him stand up. I went back over to the table and grabbed an apple. As I reached for the apple Hannah grabbed my hand. Man she was quiet I forgot she was here. "Come to my room when you come back" she said I nodded them headed out the door with Jake.

"Colo-" Jake started. "Don't take to me. If your gonna run then run put I don't wanna hear your voice" I said putting my ear buds in.

As I started to jog. Jake was running like this was a competition or something. I smirked does he wanna race or something? I started to stretch and then I was out when I started to catch up to him his legs started to move even faster. I tried to keep up but my breaths started to get slower and slower. I kept running breathing very slowly and I caught to him beating him. I stopped in the grass but ended up falling on my butt.

As I tried to get up I was pushed back down by a big body. I squirmed to get Jake off of me. I managed to flip his body over. Now I was on top.

"Colombia" he breathed. I nodded my head. "I want to apologize." Jake started, "I shouldn't force you into telling me your past. I can't keep trying to push you into saying something you're uncomfortable about. It's just I see you and you're not happy. You're not normal, something hurt you. And I just wanna tear it's neck into pieces because I think.....I think I like you."

I like you.

Those three words. Made me feel a little bit worth it. It made me feel like I might have some hope in who I am. But I can't let it get to me.

I hopped off of him. And stood up and wiped my dirt off my pants, "That's nice." I said and jogged back to the Montgomery's house.

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I walked upstairs to Hannah's room. I slightly knocked on the door, I heard little footsteps before I saw a door open and Hannah who was in a pink fluffy robe with a side ponytail. "Come in" she said, I walked in her room and sat down on her bed.

"Soo... What happened on the jog?" Hannah asked. "Nothing much really he said he had a crush on me though." I answered. She had a big grin on her face waiting for me to continue. "I told him that was nice, and jogged back here" I finished.

"Colombia!" She gasped. I widen my eyes "what!!" I said. "I'm just not ready to be in a relationship, I can't lie and say I'm not interested in your brother. But I'm just not ready. I'm just not".

Just then my phone rang, as I looked at the caller ID it was my uncle Carl. I hope he had a mission for me to go on because I was starting to become a pussy.

"Hello?" I said answering the phone. "Hey kid. How's the Montgomery's?" Uncle Carl greeted me. "Uuh, it's fine actually." I told him. "That's good, that's good. Well I got a special mission for you" he said.

"Let me hear it"

"Ok, well his name is Rahiem Lanston. He goes by the name Heems. Apparently he has the good stuff. If you know what I mean. Can you get the order 1552 or something easier to remember. 'Aeeb' ok there should be at least 7 packages of marijuana. Ok" Carl said. "Ok I got it Unc Carl. I'll bring it to your work place on the way home." I told him, "ok the address is 335 burgle height go at around 3". I looked over at the time it was 11:53. "Alright by Uncle Carl" I hung up the phone. And looked over at Hannah. "I gotta go somewhere at 3. " I told her, she nodded.

"Well we can still go back to our conversation as of right now" she said. I nodded my head "Sure, where were we at?" "We were talking about Jake." She said. "Oh well, there's not much to say about him. I don't know how to express my feelings to him. I don't know what I'm feeling." I told her sincerely.

Jakes P.O.V

"Oh well, there's not much to say about him. I don't know how to express my feelings to him. I don't know what I'm feeling." I heard Colombia tell Hannah.

I was currently on the other side of the door listening to there conversation, well I was coming upstairs when I heard my name and decided to snoop and listen.

"What do you mean?" Hannah asked her. Yeah I was wondering that too. "Well relationships don't make your problems any better than what it already is. So I just don't bother, if I need a guy to make you happy. Then I don't think you need one." Colombia said.

I sighed, and turned around to walk to my room that was upstairs. The door opened and I was now facing Colombia she looked at me for a good three seconds before she scoffed and walked upstairs to her room.

I couldn't help but think of what she said to Hannah. I walked over to Hannah's room and bursted in. "Jake!" She yelled "What if I wasn't dressed then what?" I shrugged my shoulders "I would've left the room. But I have question"
She gave me her full undivided attention. "Do you know what Colombia meant when she said. 'Relationships don't make your problems any better?" I asked her. Hannah sighed and looked down, she scooted closer to me as she tilted her head up.

"Jake" Hannah started "Colombia has been hurt. Nobody knows why nobody knows how. But we just knows she's hurt. I think she has been let down in life one too many times so when she said. 'If you need a guy to make you happy then you're not happy' meaning she needs to learn to love herself before she can go and love her surroundings." She said "Give her some time"

I nodded "You're right. Han" she was. She was really right. I need to let her love my self and when she loves herself then I bet she can try to give me a chance. "I know I'm always right." She chuckled. I smiled and got up and walked out.!"Thats all I wanted".

I was gonna have Colombia love herself.

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Song: Hit Of You - Paloma Ford
This my new drug song. Meaning I'm addicted to this song. ;) lol

Yeah this chapter was short. :/ but please vote. ;)

-Shania