why? -young royals

chapter 1

Third person
Whillem got into car there he was sitting in shock what did all happend he asked himself

Sara was walking back with simon, Simon was fighting against his tears he wantend this right? Simon mind was rushing will sara was a bit off

Whillem pov
I was sitting bitting on my nails my mind was rushing full of questions

"why didn't he say i love you back?"

"What whill happend after Christmas?"

"What was Simon doing right now?"

"Was it all over?.."

I was fighting against my tears but my tears won they were running down on my face i try to wipe them away but i even started crying more my eyes started to burn i was bitting on my nails even harder and then my nail broke off

OWH FUCK

I sweared the blood was running down on my finger

You okay you're majesty?

Yes yes i am fine

I mumbled started sucking on my finger hope it won't bleed any more

We arrived ofcourse there were people standing with cameras i got out of the car and the cameras started flashing i just try to ingore it my mom was standing for the door waiting for a hug instand hugging her i walked straight pass her what did she though? I will hug her after all the bullshit she has done to me no way i was maybe not even 5 foots away form her and i heard door slamming

WHILLEM!

I heard form a concer i sighed and look at her i could see in her eyes she was really mad she was stroming at me

WHAT YOU THOUGH YOU WERE DOING!?

I don't known Mother

And look at her my eyes were still red and i was really close by crying again she look at me with straight face

You can't do these things for camera!!

What you think erik would have said!?

That was the last straw for me i walked away crying my mom screaming my name but i didn't care i just kept walking to my room i walk passed erik bedroom and could see the door was a bit open i sighed and go in everything i though everything started bitting my nails again i walked up to picture the picture was photo of me and erik we had big bright smile most of the time these smiles we fake but this time it was real i was smiling trough my tears i took the picture with me i putted it under my jacket and walked to my room and saw my bags already standing i opened one that was my most important one first thing i saw when i opened was Simon purple sweater i felt tears running over my cheek again i take it into my hand i could smell simon i trhow it away and fall on my bed crying then i fell in sleep

Simon pov

I can't get him out of my mind his touch his lips his face his body his eyes just him the "I love you" why couldn't I say it back!? I love him but I don't want be anyone secret this was my own descion this is what i wantend right? I could remember the first kiss likd it was yesterday I go for first kiss but he started mumble thing that he wasn't gay but not even 1 min later we were kissing it felt like I was in heaven I didn't care what will happen after I was kissing him right now god I love that boy anything about him I can feel his hair in my hands I was smiling and crying why was I feeling like this I am teenager I'm supposed to go out not sit here and crying I looked at my phone it was 2am god it was late I saw my fishes I start crying harder I throw my phone away I grabbed my hair and start crying hysterical WHY WHY these words keep reapting in my head I cried for a hour then I felled insleep with the lights on

Whillem pov

I woke up with tears in my eyes I had a nightmare I didn't have that since I was like 13 I press my hand on my chest and started moving it slowly my breath got better

----~nightmare~-----
Me and simon were football field we were laughing so hard I felt so happy I don't even know what we were laughing about but it felt good at this point we were getting a bit calmer we were laying on the field our faces were looking at eachother we had a big smile our face came closer we started kissing I felt like I was in heaven but out of nowhere there starting cameras flashing you can't look normal around anymore with out get flashed into eyes simon stand up and look with a straight face at me

We are over.

With these words he walked I started crying the cameras where still flashing they came magazine flying at me some of them had me and simon kissing as front page other ones had me crying and simon walking away out of nowhere my mom came walking at me she started screaming things like

YOU ARE A DISAPPOINTING FOR FAMILY

WHAT WOULD ERIK HAVE DONE!?

HOW ARE WE GONNA COVER THIS UP!?

Then I woke up

-----~nightmare over~-----
I had calm down I looked at the purple hoodie at my ground i picked it up I looked at it with tears in my then I did it on it was mabye a bit to litte but I didn't care I heard my parents arguing downstairs it was nothing special it was about me and simon at this point I coundlt take it anymore I grab my phone and added simon to my contacts back I didn't text him anything but still I felt happier when I added him I went back into my bed but this time without crying

Sorry if this was short chapter but I just started writing and sorry for my bad English I hoped you guys enjoyed this chapter:))!!