A Happy Me

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When everyone closed their eyes,
I was the only one who didn't.

When everyone speaks their side,
I was silent.

When everyone looked at me,
I stare behind the clouds.

Night was so cold,
No one even appreciated the moon.

Just like me,
I was the only who closed my eyes,
And they kept staring at me.

When I spoke up,
They laughed at me.

I cannot control my mind,
If someone is doing kind,
I leap into time.

I wish my overthink will end,
Just like my joy started to fade.

Even my tears freeze in the sky,
As I express my thoughts,
They run back to the past.

Maybe somewhere I can cry,
Maybe someday someone will understands me,
Maybe in another life I'm opposite in this position.

Just like how apples flesh fades when peeled,
How snowman melts when exposed to the sun,
How sunny day changes into rainy day,
It's like me; tired of faking my bright side.

I wish I was dreaming in this life,
I want to wake up being genuinely happy,
And I wish pain isn't real.

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