When I lay all of my shield on you,
I started to trust you,
But my mind wasn't really into my side,
So I subsided it,
I tried to make a closure to all of you,
All of the wounds didn't fully healed,
As I see the smiles,
I always thought it's for me,
To stay calm whenever you'll are around,
But when I found you where stabbing my reputation,
It broke my heart,
I was drowning in my ocean eyes,
The trust that I was dreaming to all,
Was broken into pieces,
You'll appeared and said I just misunderstood,
How can I misunderstood all of it,
When clouds covered the sky,
Everything was with me,
It rained so hard,
Just like my tears; keeps pouring,
I thought we all are good friends,
Why did you all say that in my back,
That's why my mind wasn't with me,
Because you'll are like a demon,
Who tempted people and drag them into the underworld,
I was trying to be fair to everyone,
Leaving my past,
Changing myself,
Letting the hurtful words passed,
It became a war,
But I surrendered,
I dropped my weapons off,
My trust was the first thing who died,
I was lost at that moment,
My feelings left me; nowhere to be found,
The one who stayed to me is my broken mind,
Now we all are now close to each other,
But the past is buried in my mind,
And I will not stop to overthink to all of you.
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A Star Gleam In My Heart
ŞiirA star gleam in my heart as I became a poet, through writing as the same time expressing my feelings I began to publish more poems. This is a Poetry Collection. "You will witness the improvement of my writing." Book Cover by: Miss Lizzy
