Diary

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She needed a man who could give her the world ,
Instead he hid her from it.
Dimmed her shine with the tar of his heart.
He loved her sickly with which her he never wished to part.
Her heart only wanted the best.
He had dedication on his front line
He proceeded to belittle , interrogate ,
Turn into the monster of your adult dreams
Where are you ?
Where's your phone ?
You coming to bed ?
You're wearing that ?
The list could go on.
He made her get dressed up for him ,
Taking her to her own hell everytime.
Show her sin after sin and laugh at her tear stained eyes ,
She was supposed to sit and look pretty.
The perfect trophy wife.
Show her off & play the role.
A puppet to a puppeteer ,
She started cutting the strings ,
Doing her own things.
She tried to live a life un paved.
He had it mapped out for her ,
She took the backstreets and the alleyways introducing her to her own mind.
She had an escape
From disappointment and hate.
But in a turn of events ,
Alice didn't win the war.
She was ripped back and thrown back into the life of a supposed well trained drone.
Her snarky mouth ,
Her undeniable wit.
Got her so much self respect ,
She needed to believe she could do it for her.
She was so strong and in the end he tried tying back the broken strings only to have her deprived of a life that could've been lived.

For my momma 1⃣.1⃣0⃣.7⃣2⃣.
3⃣.2⃣0⃣.1⃣5⃣.