Diary

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I'll explain this one later.
I had taken a trip to Colorado to see my parents and other two siblings for my winter break and out there my sister had gauged my ears , only 002 bigger than an actual earring. I had gotten back around 2am and my eldest sister started to cuss me out saying ,"I wasn't old enough to make decisions like that to my body , "she's just helping me so people don't look and assume wrongly."
I was thoroughly enraged , refused to take them out and in my stress/Panic attack state I got a bloody nose. It got really bad and I was throwing up blood and it was coming out of my eyes like red tears.
It just hurt me she said they looked trashy , I was so excited about them.