Sadqa-e-zindagi

Chap 18

MEHRUL POV
'Mama I'm telling you don't ever say that ever again' I was running down the stairs

What was the matter that he was shouting
I reached the lounge and mama was standing their and Murat was standing in front of her with his finger raised
It looked that mama was on the verge of crying

I ran towards her
Everybody was watching because they know how bad tempered Murat is and never to mess with him when he is angry

'But beta listen I was just saying the truth'
Mama told him
'NO MAMA ITS NOT THE TRUTH AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT HO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HER'
He yelled back
'Bhai stop shouting' I said going towards him
'Why why should I keep quiet' he said to me as I stood between him and mama
'Move mehrul' he said in a very stern voice
'No' I was only able to say this

'MEHRUL MOVE' he shouted
'Keep your voice low'
'I won't what will you do han' he spoke in a loud voice
A gulped formed in my throat
I was a princess to my brothers
It was the first time he spoke to me in this way

'Don't forget the women you're shouting on is your mom' I told him trying to be serious but I sounded like my voice was going to break any second

'And ask what this women did BEFORE ACCUSING ME' he yelled
'What did you do mama'
She was not able to speak
'She told me leave shahnoor because there is something wrong' he told me
'So you'll shout on her' I asked him
'Mehrul she's the love of my life how does she expect me to leave her' she spoke in a loud amd stern voice

'YOU COULDVE EXPLAINED IT TO HER IN LOW VOICE' I shouted and mama placed a hand on my shoulder
'Don't shout he's your older brother' she whispered
'see you are yelling at her yet she's taking your side' I told him softly
'SO WHAT I DONT CARE' he yelled back
'BHAI KEEP YOUR VOICE LOW'

'MEHRUL THE CONSEQUENCES WILL BE VERY HARSH IF YOU DONT GO AWAY THIS INSTANCE'
'Shut up and I'm not freaking scared of you'
I replied with the same energy

'MEHRUL DONT YOU GET IT actually how could you
Jab mama sameer ko kuch bolengi phir pata chalega and sameer bolne ke laik bhi ha'
He said with sarcasm
'Bhai shut YOUR DAMN MOUTH'
'Kesa laga jab tere kisi bohat kareeb ke insaan ko kuch bola tou MUJHE BHI AESA HI LAGA THA' he yelled at me and this time his words contained sadness

I started silent
'Ab kun chup ha BOL NA
TU ISLIYE CHUP KA KUN KE TUJHE PATA HA
Tujhe pata ha ke sameer ne 4 saal pehle bhi yehi Kia tha
AUR AB BHI WOHI KAREGA' he yelled
That was the end
And I closed my eyes tightly when he was speaking and I couldn't hold it in any more

*SLAP*
I slapped him hard
I saw mahd coming towards him
He was standing there with his hand on his cheek
Shahnoor was about to move forward when hamad held her back
He k we it was between us siblings

Thankgod khala nhi ha
'PAGAL TOU NHI' mahd yelled at Me
'HAN MAI HI PAGAL MAI HI BEWAQOOF MAI HI IMMATURE
SAB MAI
MERI ZINDAGI KHARAB KARKE KIA MILTA HA TUM LOGO KO
ACHI KHASI ZINDGAI KO IS TARHA UJARA HA TUM LOGO NE
TUM SAB NE MIL KAR ' I closed my eyes tightly and tears were constantly dripping

'JIS DIN CHALI JAONGI NA PHIR DHOONDNA WAAPIS BHI NHI AAONGI'
I yelled and marched towards the door

'HAN CHALI JA KOI NHI DHOONDNE AAEGA' I heard bhai yell

I had my phone with me and my jeep
I took the jeep and drove just straight
It was like I was lost
I needed someone to guide me
Please someone

I stopped the car

And cried out loud
My phone ringed
I saw a message from the sameer on my phone