She~ I'm lost...
I don't know where I'm
I don't know what to do
I'm confused
I'm finding way, but something put me at the same place where I was...
I don't know where I'm going, lost in the sarcastic world...
I don't what I'm going to do I need help
Who'll help me now... I'm useless
There's no one who'll help me
I'm alone in this World...I hope I'll get someone who'll care for me, who'll love me,who can comfort me, who is not much sarcastic,who won't compare me with others...He~ I'm finding someone who'll care for me... who'll get pain when she'll see me suffering but she must be understanding... who'll motivate me, who'll always smile without reason...
Someone crazy, someone who knows me better... who'll always stay by my side... Who is unique... I'll be lucky if I found girl like that...
If I found girl like this, I won't leave her till death seprate us.. I'll love her like there's no tomorrow...
I hope I'll find her soon...She~ I saw, there are few people who aren't sarcastic... but my luck is not that good...I lost them..I hope I'll find that person soon, I'm eager to feel to be loved, care...I wish he is not leaving me alone...
I wish, he should be by my side..
He's one who didn't compared me to anyone, didn't said, "you're so boyish..I hate those girls who are boyish." he always said, "you are perfect as it" is..you are cute."
Who admired me by his own eyes not with world's...I love him, he's caring and adorable... Yes?! I love him?!! But I don't want to lose last person who is not sarcastic and loving...I hope he'll be happy with whatever he deserve...He~ I saw there are less people who are trustable. I trusted her. But I don't know why... I've to leave her. She's crazy, she keep teasing me... Always.
She tease me with her photos. I don't know why she took photos like that... she is good enough as it is.. I love her that way she is -did I say I love her!! I really love her? Yes maybe...but what if she reject me.. I'll lose her forever... she's one who changed my life with her cute smile and dolphin laughs...
Her smile motivates me..
I wish I could read her mind..or we were soulmate...we could listen eachother without saying single word...She~everyone used me for their good...and I let them use me..how stupid I'm! So many things I can't control by myself...he do well. He can discuss and Solve with me..smart man!! I wish, he could be mine..but it's only wish...wish will stay as it is...he won't be mine. because he don't have feelings for me, do he?
Anyways, it's my thoughts only...
He can't be mine...
But I've to confess before time upsHe~ I saw, she running towards me...
She seemed sad, scared...she was crying.. I don't know what happened with her..
She hugged me tightly and said, " I love you.. please don't leave me alone, I'm sorry if I did something wrong but please don't leave me" I was shocked but happy...my girl confess her feelings and I was thinking she'll reject me...dumb!!She~ I started running, I've reach him before he go...
I saw him, I closed my eyes and hugged him tightly and said, " I love you.. please don't leave me alone, I'm sorry if I did something wrong but please don't leave me"
I didn't think and... He look at me and said, " why you don't tell your Best friend that you love someone?"Moral of the story: share everything with your best friend.. :)
A/n note: it happens when we don't confess directly...we lost them.
Be straight, confess before they go away...Feeling stay in heart, we say it's not like that but it's like that...and feelings get weak and stays in one corner of heart...
Take it as an advice ;)
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Randomsometimes I can't write whole poem on my feelings so some thoughts which I got in my mind... enjoy and comment if u also think like this :)