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I got diagnosed with cancer. We were in shock.

But i probably wont die. Its a 80/20 chance that i life. (The 80 is for life lmao)

Clay was obviosly still rlly worried. The doc already left and i have to stay for a longer time in the hospital.

"Im so sorry thats probably not how you imagine our 'meetup'":i said.

I dont want him for being worried about me. I'm not gonna die probably

right?

The chance that i die isnt high but its still there. Not gonna lie, im scared i have no idea whats gonna happen.

(Im rlly sorry if things i write here arent right. I have no idea what happens when you get diagnosed with cancer)

1th August

I had many chemotherapys. The docs always said that i did great but who knows.

Clay said that hes gonna stay in London until i get better. Until im 'healed'

He comes to me everyday. Sometimes George is with him. Im happy about that.

Its kinda boring to be honest. Just laying there all day and sometimes chemotherapys. But im still kinda scared of just everything.

10th August

The docs said that it got worser. I cant die cuz of that. At least they say that. But we need a few more chemotherapys.

As Clay heard the news his face looked full of worry and shock. I feel so bad for him. Even if it isnt my fault.

1th September

The docs said that its getting worser again and they must do something. Im also rlly worried now. Im doing my best and the docs do the same. At least i think that.

My follower were also worried btw. I didnt uploaded since months. Normally i upload at least one video in a week.

And i stream atleast 2 times.

So i decided to tweet something.

@Y/U:
Hola mi amigos. Yes im still alive. I sadly cant make videos or stream in the next few weeks. Or months idk we will see.

Clay also didnt uploaded since a few months. But for his fans its more normal.

30th September

The docs had to talk to me. Clay also came. I was rlly scared cuz at the beginning of the month it got worser.

Me and Clay had a moment alone cuz the docs left for a few minutes.

His face was full of worry. He holded my hand. Looked me in my Face and said:

"Pls...

                    Dont leave me"

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Shorter Chapter +cliffhanger

This is not meant unrespectfull to people with cancer in any way. I just had that idea nothing more. Gonna upload the next two at 8 PM or something.