TW: SUI€/D TH0UGHT$
( im rlly sry for making this im just trying to make this as realistic as possible in my opinion) Its not story relevant just for making it more like rl8th December
In the last 2 weeks my mental health went down really fast. I almost felt bad for everything. What if ive done something wrong and its not their fault-
Stop thinking like this myself. Its obviously not your fault. I want to end it all its just senseless. For what am i still here?
No family, no friends nothing. I didnt get out of my house since 2 weeks. I rarely ate. Im not okay not normal anymore.
Should i get help? I lost 30 pounds(is this even possible? Mhm idc) That isnt normal at all.
Its to much. I could end it all easy. But- what if- i shouldnt right? But its easy but i shouldnt but its-
"FUCK": i yelled."fuck..What have i done-?"
Im not okay. Im not okay at all. But i just cant talk to anyone. I dont have anyone to talk. Even if i would thats so embarrassing.
Tw end
I recieved a message from discord. Its from...Sapnap?
Sapnap: Im so sry that i didnt had time earlier. I need some explanations
Y/U: Okay then vc me
*incoming call from Sapnap*
Pov: Sapnap
I called Y/N
She accepted it and i said:"Hello can u pls explain me whats going on?"
"Yea..":she answered
Her voice was weak? Rlly rough like she wouldve cry all day. Did she? Did Dream meant so much to her?
Before asking whats going on i asked:" Are you okay? U sound like you have cried all day."
(Switching the write stil cuz im lazyy)
Y/N:"Well when you ask like that. No im not okay at all and thats obvios. But well imma explain you the situation. You guys come along with Jul right?"
Sapnap:"Yeah"
Y/N:"Well ik you wont believe me but shes a bad person. She literally manipulated you all. First George then Dream and i think shes trying to do the same to you. Yk i have my experience but i dont know how to proof it. You probably wont believe me but-"
Sapnap:"i do believe you. She seems to perfect. That makes her fake. Jul told us you would use us like you did to her. She told us u were racist. And that youre a pedo"
Pov: Y/N
Thats ridiculous! A pedo? Omg thats so fucking-
Y/N:"And Dream believes her?"
Sapnap:"Kinda"
Y/N:"Is there any way for me to contact him?"
Sapnap:"Well i could just add him but-"
Y/N:"Pls add him to the call. You can say that i asked you to do it i mean its true"
Sapnap:"Okay imma add him"
*Dream got added into the vc*
Dream:"What the fuck Sapnap you know what she has-"
Y/N:"Pls Dream give me a chance to explain it!"
Dream:"No i wont your a pedo and racist!"
A fight started i tried to stay as calm as possible. After he got loud it was hard to stay calm so i said in a loud voice:"DREAM STOP IT JUST LISTEN TO ME ONE SECOND WE TALKED TO EACH OTHER SO LONG. AND NOW YOY BELIEVE A PERSON YOU AND GEORGE ALSO KNOW SINCE 2 MONTHS AND DONT EVEN LET ME SPEAK? THATS RIDICULOUS"
Sapnap:"Pls can you guys just have a calm conversation?"
Dream:"Okay."
He seemed pissed off.
Y/N:"This is so difficult to explain but pls let me speak to the end."
I tried to explain all as good as i can. Dream was quiet and listened to what i said until i finished.
Y/N:" Yeah and thats it this took rlly long ik but-"
*Dream left the vc*
Y/N:"Fuck"
Sapnap:"Y/N listen-"
*Y/N has left the vc*
Worst day of my life? Yes. I definitely lost him. Jul fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. You fucking destroyed my life i thought imma forget you but like it seems i wont. Fuck you.
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If in any parts of the story is an Y/O/F instead of Jul then im sry for that i choosed to name her Jul after writing those chapters
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Dream x Reader "Promise?" "Promise."
Fiksi PenggemarThis is my second x reader ff. The first one was ironic so i dont have any experience. Pls don't hate about my bad spelling ~finished~ Y/N uses She/her prns Its gonna took a while until the story name makes sence No smut