Anxiety

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I started inspecting the feather that fell from the sky before searching around the sky for the culprit. After searching for a while and seeing nothing I sighed before walking inside my home. I set my keys on the side table next to the door before setting the feather there too. 'How could the bird disappear so quickly?' I decided I would sleep on it and think about it in the morning.

I headed to be after taking a quick shower and laying down on my sheets. I thought about Rias her beautiful red hair and her paralyzing smile. I went to sleep, for the first time, with a smile on my face.

(??? POV)

"Alright thank you Koneko, please keep an eye on him for me his power is very interesting... alright keep me up to date on his status." I ended the communication with Koneko before taking my clothes off for bed. Even though I wouldn't outwardly show it he was a very cute boy. She thought about him a bit more before falling asleep, a smile also adorning her face.

Another girl walks into the room before covering her with a sheet and smiling a small smile. "I think this is the first time she's smiled this genuine since "that" happened." Her smile slightly faltered before she picked it back up again. "I hope I get to see him soon if the president thinks so highly of him." She licks her fingers slightly before giggling and heading out.

(Y/N POV)

I woke up to the sound of chirping birds, immediately reminding me of the feather that fell from the sky. I headed downstairs before looking at the feather, slowly examining it. "This isn't a normal feather..." I squinted slightly at the feather before I put it down. I grabbed my backpack and a snack before heading to school. 'Is it that Gremory girl? She appeared out of nowhere to help me out, with the dreams I've been having, and she even stayed after class to "accidentally" run into me in the hallway.' I frowned before heading to school, making sure to avoid the redhead.

I arrived at the school and saw Rias talking to the student council president... Sona was it? I made sure to avoid them before heading into the school not noticing the teal eyes watching my back get farther and farther away. I made it into class and sneakily fell asleep until lunchtime. I got my lunch and sat in the same area as last time with Issei and his buddies.

As I was eating I happened to look up and saw Rias standing in the window staring at me. She had a weird intensity in her eyes before she walked away. I stared at the place where she was before getting up and leaving. I hightailed it out of the school not looking back, even when I felt a pair of eyes staring at me as I was leaving. I ran to my house before locking the door, breathing heavily from the exertion of running from the school to my house. I slid down the inside of the front door resting my head in my hands.

After I had caught my breath I looked over to the feather before I noticed it glowing. It starts shaking and rising as it suddenly turns to me and races at me. I shriek out loud before rolling out of the way, the feather running straight through where my heart was a second ago. The feather turns around and aims at my heart again before I turn at the right moment to where it hits my side. The feather starts lodging itself even deeper into my side before stopping. I lay there in my pool catching my breath again before getting up and heading towards the E.R. The doctors didn't believe my explanation of how the feather got stuck into my side but they let it pass and helped me out of the hospital.

I lay in my bed my side wrapped up in my bandages as I turn over and groan my sides hurting from the attack earlier. I couldn't fall asleep that night with everything weighing on my mind. I felt like my mental state was getting torn apart like I couldn't tell my left from my right or my ups and downs.

As I was watching TV I heard a knock a my door. Getting up I was excited for my pizza, but as I opened the door anxiety set in. It was Rias standing at the door the pizza in her hands. I froze in fear as she stood staring at me a smile on her face, patronizing me. I could see it on her face she was mocking me, what an ugly piece of shit I was. I have done nothing worthwhile in my life and I even got my parents killed. I started shaking slightly as I took the pizza from her hands and slammed the door in her face.

I didn't hear her knock on the door again as I stayed underneath the bed hiding from her. As I was hiding I heard a crash come from the kitchen. 'She broke into my house!?!?' I heard large footsteps, too loud for it to be a female, as some big shoes filled my eyes. "Yes, Mistress Raynare he isn't here... I've checked everywhere... mhm yes I swear he isn't here I can't even feel his energy... okay I'm coming back... WHY?... yes Lady Raynare..." I hear the tone before he curses her under his breath and starts flying back.

Once I'm sure he isn't there anymore I get out my arms shaking my mind racing. 'Is Rias the enemy or is it this Lady Raynare?' I'm not so sure about anything anymore and that makes me even more nervous. 'Tomorrow is Friday I just have to get through one more day and I'll be fine.' I sigh before heading to my bed, taking my anxiety and anti-depressant meds.

It became morning and I groaned before turning over and going into the bathroom to wash my face. I looked in the mirror and I looked awful I had bags under my eyes and they were red from crying so much. I sighed before I turned on the faucet and washed myself quickly before heading to school. The whole day I was a nervous mess avoiding everyone, including Issei and his friends, and when someone got too close to me I quickly started running away. I finally made it through the day without running into Rias and I ran out of the building.

I made it to a bridge that connected both sides of the street when I heard a voice calling out my name. "(Y/N)?" I turn around and see a cute girl with black hair and violet eyes staring at me. She has another school's uniform on and she has a briefcase which she holds with both hands. "I would like you to be my boyfriend!" She screams before bowing her head as I am in slight shock.

"Why would you wanna go out with me?" I shakily raise my head before looking her in the eyes. She visibly gasps before running towards me resting her warm hands on my face. "Are you okay? I will hurt whoever has done this to you!" I flinch slightly at her tone before she realizes what she said and calms me down. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you." I nod my head before I hug her, she slightly blushes before hugging me back. "I would love to go out with you...uh?"

"Yuuma! My name is Yuuma Amano! It's very nice to meet you (Y/N)!" She smiles and I smile back wholeheartedly. She blushes a bit before grabbing my hand and leading me somewhere. "Come on let's go!" Her hand felt so soft and warm in mine, something I hadn't felt in a while. I felt my cheeks get wet and my face hurt. I felt my face and realized I was smiling and crying. But these weren't tears of sadness, they were tears of happiness. And my smile only grew wider.

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